day 174

same thing with last day, miss her care her worry her... see her at fb no dare to chat her, i do wat i ald promise... no chat her, let her forgrt te ppl hurt her so much...


layyu tc ya, luv u <3

day 173

day at hometown but still keep thinking of her, worry about her, it cant be stop but i ald promise her i will let her go ... wont bother her so much ald.


but layyu i still will do a protect u, i wont let u know all the truth. y i will do till like that. cos i no wan u feel sorry n own me wat de...

the thing i now can do for u, just fight the bad ppl email....

day 172

didnt contract her, i just back my hometown...

 i was very very sad n hurt but i wont blame her, cos i also got wrong....

i still will love her care her but just in the hidden case

day 171

argueing with layyu again, tis time reli till very mad n crazy le...

we both also no wan happen de but y yyyyy

i hate myself
i so love her
but she say me dislike her at all , just wanna reverger her only
suan le, reli suan le.... how many i do she just think another only...

day 170

she still like that, reli dunno listen wat i warning her, she say she ald know n will care de but stil like that,,, layyu u reli wan let the thing happen till u mum there? then how i do for u just  a waste only le....

can u just wake up ? u wan continue , i only can say u step to hell....

but i stil as moron do watever i can help only....

day 169

 a worse day, i cant slp well n  dream about layyu, is so scarely dream....

after cls i direct slp till 5 then call her, she say wanna fight with loh n ask me no stop her,

ya i cant stop n wont stop de

u reli dunno how much i trust on u n give u how much of my support....

layyu i just reli do a care u, i know u no wan me, i know i know..... but u dunno however i just the guy will beside u always....

day 168

u reli nid force to so rude then can meet me?

u reli dunno how much i care u

u reli dunno how much i help u

u reli dunno but i dnt mind, just wanna u can be in safe....

but u still wanna continue the situation....

i reli no power le......

layyu, can u wake up urself?

day 167

a day that alone in the house, doing nth just keep watch Running Man...

very miss her, layyu, but no dare to disturb her, wanna her get a nice rest n well care due to the weather in here.

love u layyu 

day 166

was sick...feeling unwell...

she also flu, was very worry her...

didnt saw her de ,,, very misss her....

pls take care ya, layyu.

day 165

cls till 130, just start y ald so many cls le, very sien


she go out with clsmate... she still no reli wan talk to me,,, i m very sad


layyu <3

day 164

a tired day n long cls day

saw her but i no reli happy de.

layyu i reli love u n care u de

u just always take care ok

day 163

the day still going on, wat should be happen on the future, who knows?

she still no reli wan to reply my sms just pick up my phone for awhile only...

i know wat i doing just useless but i reli do care u, layyu...

miss u always, tc layyu

day 162

today so busy, finaly start cls le, i know i get my result 3.52 still ok with it

saw her in pj uniform, she cls till 430, so i think she sure tired ald,

 so just now only call her awhile only..

miss u layyu <3

day 161

today finally saw her, she had a short hair cut but we didnt talk any....

she keep far away from me, i reli very sad but i cant do any cos tis is her decision....

she no wan my help anymore, give me many reason that to reject my help

layyu, however wat u say, i still will do wat i can help de,

still love u care u ....

miss u avday

day 160

finaly reach ipg , kt here.. very tired after clean all room n half of the living room..

wanna meet her but she no wan so i still very sad de...even my call also no wan pick up,

layyu i reli miss u <3

day 159

day to back KT, hope can see layyu on tml..

miss u ya.

day 158

no dare to call her but keep thinking of her, layyu

i dunno wat can i do now n talk to u now, i respect wat u thinking n want to do....

i still love u, layyu...

day 157

today wanna call her, but she busy packing to taiping, so i wait n wait

hope later can chat with her n call her

miss u very much layyu

day 156

my mind just all her, reli wanna to call her , wan listen her voice but just cant

i follow wat she want . i know i pain but for her, i try...

day 155

monday , hang out with fren, just chipchat then feel no well n back home

very miss her but didnt call her

scare avthing

day 154

morning sms layyu but she still didnt reply,

very sad...

alan wedding at night, we had fun we had make lots of memory

at here, wish alan n fang ting 4ver together n as fast as posible make son, haha

day 153

go out with fren, buy tshirt for alan wedding

got sms her once but she didnt reply

day 152

still the same.... i very very miss her n wanna call her

day 151

hlping school camping

then go hospital visit ahma, she got operation, lucky now ok le

was sms her once but she didnt reply, so i just wait

very miss u, layyu

day 150

was played at USS, very enjoy it.

today fetch my bro go mlc n pei mum walk mydin

then go my grandpa house at muar n night go visit my ahma again at hospital

both of them was sakit, hope them can be recover as well as posible..

and about her, layyu, we just sms once today, very miss her.

day 149

prepare to sg play universal studio

day 148

still the same, she didnt wan bother me much , wan to be normal de.

day 147

nth to write.... later will do

day 146

nth special, still hang out with fren n stay house playing game

layyu she go genting playing, she still no reply my sms.

day 145

normal day, just hang out with fren n just sms her once

day 144

hope avthing can be settle if  she wan pick up my phone but i think it hard cos she ald plan n do her mind thing ald.


haiz, i so regret a but wat i did all just bcos i love her.

day 143

go out with fren n sing k, a happy day

but feel layyu try to avoid me, no wan pick up my phone n reply my sms..

sad case.