day 205

nth special, i was sick. but still will wry her....

day 204

argueing with her, but very funny one... dunno how to say ...

day 203

the thing still continue de, i reli wry her, i dunno i still can do wat for her.

avthing just hope she gd n fine...

tc ya layyu...

day 202

a tired day, badminton n go out.... reli miss her n wanna see her but i will do wat i promised to her, i wont disturb her, layyu tc ya.

day 201

normal day, nth special happen except the messy thing that keep bother me....

layyu, hope u ok ...

day 200

today go to the town with her, we ate dinner at chinatown... and while waiting jer liong buy bus ticket, i give the thing i prepared all long time de.. lucky she still accept de...

then we go tunas maja, she boguth tuna n shoe....

layyu i got many many thing to say with u but i will keep it de, cos i no wan let u think wat again le, so we just be normal fren fst back... future will how then see ba

day 199

just a busy day n tired but still happy, cos doing alot of thing...

but still didnt her de....

day 198

just miss her...

day 197

today full cls....very very tired.... didnt sms or call her, and didnt see her.... just miss her....

day 196

a holiday, many thing to do but just no mood to do, wry her very much...

day 195

she asked me to call her about the mail... she reli fan of it, that y i not wan to tell her about that.... she wan me no bother so much le, but i just cant put it down de....

layyu, u can reject me, but it wont let me to take care of u...

day 194

morning got call her awhile but just normal chatting, it ald enuf for me le...

day 193

still didnt saw her, very miss her but i try to keep it cos no wan disturb her again...

day 192

didnt saw her, just miss her de... hope she was fine

day 191

very fan n tired of something that make us 2 no fren anymore...

i still use my way to take care her.

day 190

didnt sms or call her, i try to keep all myself, no wan let her know le....

day 189

today go town celeb mummy chia n wan zi bday.... we play we fun at secret receipt .....

i stilll received mail about her n him.... i still will ang but i stop myself to scold her le...

layyu, just hope u can take care urself more de....

day 188

day to back KT.... hope to see layyu soon.

day 187

didnt sms or call her, just try to dnt disturb her..


but i reli miss her.

day 186

day back hometown, didnt saw layyu, hope her fine....

day 185

talk quite lot to her, we all clear le but i still very sad but i cant do anything le.....

layyu, i just reli do care about u.....

day 184

she still the same.

day 183

today go library talk to her again, hope tis time after we talk can be help we both.

i reli tired of it le.... lets the thing be...

layyu just take care urself more, i still care u

day 182

cant stay clam.... y she so stupid still let the thing happen?

i reli no power n energy... i been hurt again n again

layyu.... wake up pls....

day 181

nth special, just slack at home, got call her sms her but she reply like normal only...

day 180

day 4 in camping-- last day in camp, wake up due to raining n water in to the camp, so nid move all thing thing but we still slp inside cos reli too tired le....

4am wake up cos patrol time but tis time i alone,, i just do my duty only, haha...

moring after eat , we break camp n time to back home

reach ipg at 1230pm but setup with alatan till 130 then back home

after bath n some clean work, i sms her le

tis 4 day all day miss her but i just tahan. no wan her suffer le..

layyu 99 tc

day 179

day 3 in camping-- wake up at 2am, due to patrol time... but tis time we smart le, direct go gather place slp but just will feel cold, cos in the raining day night... slp till 6am n back camp slp again...

today also all ceramah, but got teach sing the scott song, but i just dunno how to sing the all malay kampung song... but the melody quite nice... in charge of morning brekafast, but no nid to do many, just make the tea-o enuf le...

till 12 then finish the ceramah... is the same direct go slp..

day 178

day 2 in camping--due to nid to patrol around camp side, so wake up at 4am then direct didnt slp for the all day long, very very tired n most important is there no water to bath, n nid to wear the same shirt all day long, so we all smelly one a.. today session till 12 am , becos of too tired, i direct go slp in the camp le.

day 177

day 1 in camping

reach there about 1pm then had a lunch ,direct setting up camp
after that is continue by session ceramah mean &#^@%# alot that cant listen in ear

all is ceramah till night 1230 n feel very very slppy le , but had patrol at 4am morning, tis is reli crazy le

n just had 1 time bath at 5pm de, so i m so dirty, cant believe that i no have bath..

day 176

today i had no mod to cls at all, all mind just her, layyu.

will have camping for the next going 4 day, so i cant be blogging on tis 4 day..

i will very miss her but i will her down.... cos i follow wat her want....

day 175

day back kt, morning move car, very tired of driving so far...

inside my heart reli no wan to back... cos i no wan let her see me, then let her feel suffer...

avthing just my wrong, i cant protect her well.

layyu do watever u wan ba... i just accept de , but i will very sad n pain..i still love u