day 52

normal day as always, go school study, meet her at morning, back school, sms her, care her, worry her, as her.

29/2/2012, each 4 years then have 29 feb, quite special day for any1? i was asking her dinner together but got class today so cant make it, quite sad but nvm cos it ady predicted....

i hope her happy, heathly , pretty, all the best thing with her.....


dunno wanna write wat, cos she still havent reply me sms or message from fb......

day 51

a tired day, ytd was slp at nearly 2am n wake up at 6am.... only slp for 4hrs......
morning have uniform event, we are host, cos tired la!!!then continue by moral present, luckyly i able to present it finish, haha.... saw her at breaktime, she kajao me. ask her makan anot, she say no have, wan me sms then reply got eat bread, memang sha gua mei....

then she ask me got free n got bring laptop or anot..... she wan me helping on her com....haha i dunno how help lo, i so ben ben de.......

just calling her asking wan go kt together ma.... haha....

end story, tired.... going town buy bus ticket soon bb.

luv u layyu

day 50

normal day, cos she was going out lawatan sambil belajar, so she busy her thing, i busy my thing..

i was had a gerko, running 1.5km on field, after run, my leg totally like broke.....so i was take a nap at 7pm

she whatapps me at 8 something, about she back ady. lol, cos she auto let me know , cos i didnt sms her due ytd thing i still no wan to talk her..... so just normal reply her.....

we keep chat n chat, till she finish work n slp......

a special day that we know 50 day le, still normal fren, think future also will be like this, but i still like her, care her , luv her... mayb i no brain to think more, but currently i just wish myself can pei her avday.....

day 49

sunday school, wat a boring day for me..... go school do nth, like wan keep take nap inside class.
quite hate of the assignment for lecturer give, reli is WTF...

today reli make me angry le, she was very tired le but still can do many thing with 'THEM". halo? avtime give me such reason, u no sien ar? what next time they will help back? wan out then say la, tahan for wat? i ask u out with me, y nvr wan tahan? pls ask urself, izzit the true or wat? u reli happy? if reli so, u wont be like this le....

another thing happen, she gone my tupperware, i think sure is she no care my thing then lose it, u wan liar, i let u liar, i no wan say anymore......u ady reach my limit of my manner le, wan fight come ba.... i like u i luv u, that y i give u win, now avtime i must listen u, ok? that my thing, i no wan le, u found i also throw it away, cos u nvr care about it, i wan it for wat?


u will go u short trip on next day, no wan say le.... cos i will be more angry only.......


follow u heart, u wan do wat then wat, reason of think about THEM, no make me give u a damn la....


Layyu, see how pro u r, u make me angry like this way, u win... my worry about u such as moron ...



end story......y my heart so pain?

day 48

a tired day, but i dunno wat i had done..... go out with her n her friend, down town go library，she wan to seacrh moral majalah, i do nth there, just wait n wait. from 1250 till 320pm， then we go kfc eat lunch, nth special happen.....after lunch fetch them back again lo, 520pm something reach le.....


now was wait her back hostel, n send her thing she wan, then i wan slp le,,,,, i luv her i like her i care her, she still my only u, Ong Lay Yu...... but she dislike me, so what can i do now?


end story ==

day 47

argue ing with her again, she no wan pick up my phone anymore le, she say dislike talk on phone.

she say no time out with me but got time out with hostel ppl, till 11pm night, y wan liar me, i cannt accept dao, i was worry u, but u give me a far far away respon, wat i didnt wrong le on u....

u say me talk like angry and serious, it very innocent to me, to u , i give my 100% true heart, nvr liar, so i totally sure will serious, but u say me angry,,,, wat i angry for wat, if got also angry myself y so useless

我有过不停的问自己，莉莜值得我这样做吗？就算知道不可能在一起，还要继续吗？我的答案是值得，因为我知道，她的快乐，健康，生活中我有机会参与，我就很满足了

在爱情，没有对于错,

只是我没运气罢了,我的运气只到可以认识你,不能到跟你在一起

爱不是说努力就有回报的，需要着运气

但是我要是什么都不做，就放弃，我这一生根本就没什么用了

我对你真的是没辙，什么事我都很认真去对待，有时你跟我开玩笑，我却是都把它信以为真，怪我笨吧，不懂你的要什么，也不懂你是怎样的一个人。你一直说你是个不好的女生，脾气坏，会打人，但我都没看过。

也许我无法对你幼稚吧，吊儿郎当的

layyu, i know u wont be like me, but i still like u luv u, u action sometime gd sometimes far, i dunno how to face le.....

Today i reli no mood at all, no wan say le..... take care

day 46

she ask me no wan call her, but i cant make it.....so also wait her doing assignment till night time..... finally she sms me, then i make call for sure.... i wan help her on print , lucky she didnt reject it......

morning i take to the thing she want... then normal lo busy day......at afternoon i call her chat lo, 1455 sec... she recentlly no wan listen my call le..... i dunno where i making wrong, she reli hard to close it up....sometimes very good sometimes very far to me......she say herself is a badgirl, only ex-bf can tahan her.....layyu u nvr give me try, how u know i cant? Yes, i dunno u, i stupid, but i try to know u as more as i can when got chance..

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY, i reli dunno about u, layyu, i luv u, mayb i selfish, i reli wan to be have u in the future....

day 45

ytd was keep wait her but she didnt let me know she ady slp, so i just wait for her till morning 5am, just worry her n care about her, didnt wan let her get any addition tired thing, but seen like im wrong ady, cos she say no wan me wait her again , due to she no wan hutang person lain, if im her boyfrined, she say ok n able wan bf wait her but im not... that y no wan me wait her for nth..... BUT layyu u know, i willing to wait u de, u no nid feel wat paiseh to me, if i know u in well in gd in take rest le, i also can be an xin slp le.... i also no wan let u so fan.... Sorry Sorry.....

i keep sms her, but she dunno reply me, make me no mood so scare she still in angry me..... so i call her but she in slp.... finally 630 she pick up phone le, we was chat 342 sec n 8pm something we chat again about 620 sec,,, i hope later 11pm some can chat again.

i luv u, i wan be u Boyfriend, then i can offically wait u avday le, n u dunno will so fan of me le..... i reli hope so...

day 44

only chat with her 406 sec at night time, cos she going slp le n feel very very tired...
today morning she was go running at bukit haha.....just had little information about her today schedule

today is my tired day, morning unit berunitform, then follow up by moral cls then presentation then cls tp then till 430 still cant back cos 5pm go english week activity...... see until 6pm cant tahan so i back.... but after i bath i with my ku zaidi go there again to support our TESL 2... on the way go, i saw her at basketball field so i calling her chatting for awhile , she going dinner with classmate...so i plan go there eat too, haha..
 lucky saw her there n she got take dinner, is very very gd cos she are tiring must get dinner cant keep fit time, night she will be assignment time again , so i think i wont disturb her much, if can sure wan call her for chat, but i scare her angry again, so today i guai guai wait her ba....


layyu wo ai ni, wo hui wei ni xiang de, take care o

day 43

i dunno wat relationship with her now, as a elder brother? as a normal friend? as a good friend or what? but im sure i still ok with her right now feeling... was waitting her doing asignment again, she no wan me wait her keep ask me go slp fst but i reli cant without chatting her then go to slp.... but she got answer my call at 1.05am , chat with her, n she tired le so we only chat 1075 sec but it enuf for me le...
worry her, care her, what her doing if i can help it on, i will do it as best as i can de......

was saw her at library, wan her eat lunch n dinner lo, but she reli had a tired face le, so ke lian lo....

she now still doing moral assignment, hope she done it well


luv u, layyu

day 42

very very happy day becos starting this day with calling n chatting with her at 12.56am n we chatted about 3006 sec long... so end at 1.4xam cos she reli tired le n wan slp le.....we chat many many diff topic, from study life, lover, n wat kind of boy/girl like, lol then final end with body growth, lol.... she ask me go find sexy girl which had big bosom =.=...

as always at morning sure will sms her, great her with a nice day n ask her rmb take breakfast...
today she a busy girl again , cls till 430 then do assignment agani, tml nid presentation n today also nid rush till 2am again, so ke lian....

Finally can dinner with her again le, im so happy ^^..... she ask me helping check her com but i didnt bring all the software, that y i fail the misson that she give me, sad......i ask her write down a to-do list to let done it 1 by 1....she bully me ar, ask me find GOLD 100 KALA X2, wah i still think is a song name -,- she reli wan bully me ~~

had a happy day but very tired to her, hope her anything fine^^ especially health...

luv u care u, my 4ever layyu

day 41- part 2

was waiting her.... wait her doing homework, wait her go dinner, wait her done dinner walk back,,, wait n wait, about 941pm finally she back hostel le..... then was calling n ask her wait me cos wanna give her thing that i ady buy in my hometown...

i drive to hostel n she was waitting me ady, then i ask her come inside car, cos i wan talk to her ^^... but it didnt take long time, cos no wan disturbing her doing homework/assignment... i talk to her about the thing i buy, n mention her must eat all n dont keep fit cos she ady thin..... then i give me a small gift again which i bought from taiwan , keychain in 野柳....she reli paiseh to received it...... ask me keep n next time give to my girlfren, then i reply as i just wan give to my meimei, which is u now , she repeat again then i say u will be my gf cos it still urs, haha... then she finally take it le ^^

she taken all the thing i buy to her, so happy cos didnt reject wat i reli care her de, but still ask me nxt time no waste money to buy n give her..... layyu, it didnt waste money, im stupid, i dunno use wat better way to care u, now i can buy the food n drink to let u didnt surround by assignment life, tired le beside had food can recover some energy then continue fighting le.... i know it no a gd idea or gd care way but i still in learning le,,,, hope u still ok with it....

luv u, layyu, as always, u smile is cure of all sick..... i so happy can saw urs angel smile ^^

day 41

reli a fainted day,slp at 1am something cos chat with her 1376 sec then wake up at 6am, then 11am start moving car from batu pahat, but was keep waitting for malay fren till 1230pm then move.... on the way i call layyu, then asking her wanna her go eat lunch dont keep fit, haha...then i was keep rush n rush to reach kt cos wanna dinner with her.... then about 533pm something, they go for sembayang, then i take the time call her again lo, she still doing assignment, so ke lian >.< talk about 432 sec haha.... after that i drive again way to KT again..... finally reach at 722pm n calling her again but she say ady waiit classmate for dinner together, so i fail the change again, quite sad ar....... so im typing this blog....

layyu, i so miss u, i wanna see u right now..... nvm later i go find u n give u thing ^^

day 40

i was happy cos know her for 40 day le, no long but very meaningful to me..... at 1am i waitting her free then make call to her, we chat chat till she wanna to slp, about 1419 sec....

early morning i was wake up at 6am cos my mum was going out to kinder gander for teaching.....i helping her do housework , be a gd son haha. then about 10am i go carrefour for buying thing..... was walkiing n walking there but didnt buy anything.... then about 1038am i calling her, n she just wake up..... haha i ask her wanna buy wat then chat chat about 1020 sec... then wanna do her homework le.....

then i back on 11am something then eat lunch with mum,, then go another shopping centre with my mummy... was used 1hrs+ on that... then 1pm till 330pm was at home doing setting for computer..... then my fren come to chipchat.....then we go BP mall lateh ing.... haha

at there we chat n chat , then i go buy myself bday present due to last bday i havent celeb yet, so kelian me.....

i buy a new watch, puma brand cost rm150, but it no have any special function, just normal electric watch...

then back home on 640 then back home eat my mum cooking dinner, it was taste good ^^ thanks mum....

then out again at 7pm to cut hair....after done cut hair at 8pm, we go school teacher party , at there was play n eat till 930, then with my fren go supper again actually is dinner for my fren..... then back at 1030....

it was reli tired day but i havent chichat with her, layyu , so i just waitting her free, n typing my feeling here, i like her, i luv her, i reli reli care her, i hope she anything in gd, anything in wat she wan..

i wait u ^^

day 39

today was going hometown, i was fetching 3 malay fren back together....
it reli a tired journey, 7 hrs from kt to bp.....my back is very pain now....


on the way back, i was calling her chatting for awhile , about 1440 sec...... haha she as always doing homework n listening my fei hua haha.....

a normal day but special for me, cos i still feel so lucky to know her, like her, luv her as a normal life part of me le.... without her i think i hard to life now....

<3 layyu

day 38

as always, i very care about her, layyu, today was sawing her face so red.... wondering y like that happen....so keep asking her when walk under big sun must using umbrella......

she also as always busy all the time, like current she still have nite activity... so ke lian her lo, must care more to her, if not she sick le, i will more worry la......

tml will be back my hometown..... so counting it will be a week didnt with her dinner together, i was so sad about this......

today abit tired le, so just stop here, cos i wait her back then call her yo.....

miss u, luv u, care u , worry u, so u r mine mine, Ong Lay Yu.... aka OnlyU haha

just chatting with her for 795 sec long, end up due to she had alot of homework to do...

day 37- valentine day

today 14/2/2012, is valentine day.... but for a single person that is no meaning day at all, haha... cos she still no mine, she still in far far away T.T

today was a quite lucky day becos keep sawing her again n again...

when 3rd period , was sawing her at 2nd floor then afternoon break time sawing her at telltrac cafeteria.... is gd to know cos she was taking lunch... but she was walking under the big sun to come here.....quite petty of her.....

actually got ask her together dinner but she was very very busy for replacement class, 530 to 730 gerko bola keranjang, 830 to 1030 BM class... wat a tired day to her ar....ke lian ke lian, must sayang her more.....

at 508 i was calling her,wan to care her, tell her must take care her body even now she was young...then chat n chat, we was talking about 1575 sec , happy chatting... make my day gd ^^

Layyu, i like u as much as i can, i wont say 4ver cos too fake.....

u must take of u body, anything, i will be worry, u know? no wait body alert le, then wan to fix, later too late o.... Take care , layyu.. hope u today was happy

last we still chatting for 895 sec+650 sec

day 36-part 2

after dinner, fetch wei son mama go take her car at kt town.. on the way back, alone so decide call layyu...

she was just finish bathing then want to start her homework.....

she was get scold by lecturer today due didnt get majalah on time, i think she was feeling abit stress on her study le..... jia you ar, u can do it de, cos u r brave all the time.....

she say lecturer like didnt care much for her class, so anything also nid to do alone ....so ke lian, sayang ni......

we chat from kt till i reach home, was take 1437 sec.... a happy chatting, cos i know she got take dinner didnt diet...

happy day ^^

day 36

今天好累好累，太阳很大，我一人走来走去的，但是在kafe看到了她，瞬间什么都是好的，看到她有在吃午餐，心里就比较好过哦，担心她一直要减肥而绝食，对身体不好。

不用什么东西，只要她好，我也快乐。

想着你，莉莜，爱着你，莉莜，快乐的心情写下这blog ^^

day 35

busy day, didnt chat with her but still miss her as always, her reli reject me 4ver le, now calling me as brother... this is quite painful to me but i was nth to do so, cos i no wan to let her feel any bad thing again... as long as her happy i also will be happy.....

i still like u, still luv u, layyu......

day 34- part 2

• 有时很像懂你，有时完全陌生，有时理我，有时又不理

• 变化很大

  • 找不到你的range

  • i didnt think much....只是你

  • 应该用无厘头来形容你吗？

    
    

    layyu:

    • i saw 1 new

    • frm indian women

    • gave birth to 11 babies

    • sekali

    • for me 1 ald very hard n pengsan she 11

      
      

      • saw b4... 看你转话题也是一流的

      • 很无奈的，你很强。。。

      • 还有你都没结婚，哪里会生孩子

        
        

        
        

        
        

        layyu: if i tell u will not happen in future,

        dnt wait for me ald

        • i will not together wth u

        • v will juz fren 4ever ( 1st pain)

          
          

          • haha no use at all

          • i will sad only but i wont stop

          • i reli like u n luv u

          • ytds u say like i no 认真的

          • i know wat i do，not enuf to prove, but i was 认真的

            • 能够为你做任何事，我会很开心的

            • 你不要感到压力啊

            • 你还是原来的自己

            • 你还是很乐观很快乐过自己，不用为我这人有压力的

            • 为什么每当我对你好一点，你就会退缩

              
              

              layyu:

              • i reget

              • i dnt wnt u dui me hao

              • not fair for u

              • i dnt wnt hurt u n tipu u\

              • i not the gal that know that not like u ald but still add like love u...

              • want he give sometime to me or wat

              • i dnt wnt that ( 都说了，你真的真的是很好的女生

                
                

                • but no me give u time, is u give me time

                • i know

                • but i treat u gd, i ownself willing to do so.... and i still in learning how to make as gd as posible

                • wont say will no fair to me....我自己愿意的

                • 真心爱一个人，会为她想一切的事，但我还是不懂事，不懂女生的心的大笨蛋，所以我做的不够好

                  • 为什么要这样？不能好好的接受？

                  • 我很想很想对你做我最好的，但又怕你会生气

                  • 所以都从小小的事情做起，但你已经退缩了

                    
                    

                    
                    

                    • layyu: sorry

                    • may b u not the one i want

                    • not my taste may b （ 2nd pain)

                      
                      

                      
                      

                      • 昨天你能陪我，我很开心了，只是车上在讲电话比较多

                      • 不用对不起

                      • 我不是伟大的圣人，我只是喜欢特别的你，想对你好，我知道自己不是个好对象，所以不喜欢我是正常的

                      • 对你的了解也不知道，就对你告白，是我的错我的冲动，所以也让你烦恼着。

                        
                        

                        • sorry

                        • if that time i change ipg will a good method 4 u

                          
                          

                          为什么要对不起？你真的没有错，要是硬要说有的话就是你太好了，让我笨蛋的想对你好
                          
                          
                          
                          
                          
                          
                          莉莜，我真心喜欢你，你今天又拒绝我对你的好，没关系，代表我做的不够好，我会加油的

day 34

全是她，真的全是她，不管我在做什么，一定都会是她，莉莜。好像变态酱，希望和她可以见面，希望可以一直聊天，希望她可以跟我在一起。完完全全的迷恋了，但我清楚的知道我们只是朋友，因为这是我跟她说好了，现在不可能，以后也许也是不可能，我打我答应了我就要做到。但真的好想和她在一起啊！

这几天一直重复又重复的想，写，说，但我不知道我能不能做到？我现在想对她好而已。

莉莜，你不要看不起自己，你是很好很好的女孩，你值得我为你做任何事，当然别人也可以做得到也比我做的更好。我知道的，你说的，是想让我放弃你，因为你怕我做的是空白一场，不要这样好吗？我蛮伤心的，因为对你好，也让你烦恼着。。。。

依然爱你-----王力宏， 这首歌很棒，是我想对你说的。

day 33

今天开心与伤心好坏参半。开心是因为她很可爱可爱的，做了我无言以对的事，真是强啊。她很好陪我到mydin走走，虽然很赶，却够我满足了。。在车上，她说了前男友的一些事，让我伤心的因为她的前男友对她真的很好，是我还不能做到的，伤心自己的不成熟，伤心自己的自私，但我会改进的。暂时我把我想得到的做得到的，都为她做。。。

快乐的一天，是她给我的，谢谢你，真心的感激。莉莜

family

好想家人，婆婆病了，外公也病了，为什么要这样，以前我一定不会去关心的，但这次我真的很担心，他们都是我生命中很重要的长辈，请上天不要带走他们，让他们还能够享享儿孙福，和我这迟迟发觉的本孙子。。

我哭了，我向她哭了，也许真的在她前面我不会假装，谢谢她听我讲完，哭过了才知道笑的重要性。

保佑他们！健健康康的活下去。

day32-part 2

我不是你最在乎的那個人，我知道，也明白。
我不是你最想念的那個人，我知道，也瞭解。
我從不是你最愛的那個人，我知道，也清楚。
但，你卻是我最在乎，最想念，最愛的那個人。

♥

day 32

今天都不知道是什么日子咯，有特别的event， 所以大家都不用上课，非回教的就去moral slot。有五组drama表演，大家都表演的很好，只是我笑点高，只有少少的笑罢了。她当然也有演咯，不错说的咯，她的拿到冠军，她很开心吧，也为她开心。

下午有replacement class，很累上完了，回家时还和屋友一起打羽球，运动一下真好。。

但是现在却是一人在家，很孤单啊。。。。722pm。。。

我依然想她，我依然喜欢她，只是不想在让她有压力了。。。默默的保护也许比较好。。希望她今天是非常快乐的 ^^

day 31

今天心情还是很不好，当然还是因为她，不是因为她不说不可能，而是我想不到我能开口向她道歉吗？虽然她说没事了，但不能自己说不口是多么的无奈。我。。。。真的不想在这时给她不必要的压力，她的功课很多了，看得出她的快乐是挤出来的，很累的生活。。。

不说了。我想她，我喜欢她，但暂时是不可能在一起的，也许以后也不可能，但是我就已经选择了她。

day 30

第三十天，认识她的三十天，我喜欢上的她，我爱上的她，我笨蛋的自私的只想自己的感觉，一直给她带来很多的烦恼吧。她拒绝的让我很痛很痛，但也让我知道，爱是两方面的。

我依然会爱她，只是这次我想默默的喜欢，可以的话，疼她，照顾她，能为她的问题担心着。

希望你不再生气，不再为我这个笨蛋感到压力，我只是爱情白痴，不懂什么是爱吧。。。

依然爱你，莉莜。。。。

im sad

没有理由，没有莉莜，眼泪又不自觉的漏下。不说了，心好痛好痛，多么的无力感。

unsoul life

painful till cannot explain, no soul no smile, totally sux life........move like a zombie, nth can make me happy..........wat can i do for now? i no wan talk to any1, no wan, pls no joke at me, i scare i lost my manner, be a crazy thing.....

song to end topic

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ze2UzGVYWEM

眼泪

和她讲了4043秒的电话，关心她疼她，和她闲话家常，开始是开心的,但中间变成我的独自讲话，她静静的听，她一开口就是狠狠的说不，痛到心扉的说，你说对我有这样感觉但是我没有。这时的我是多么的无力感。还说着我很好，嫁给我的一定很幸福；要是我的酱好，就不可能被你这么说了。她讲了很多很多，我没有再听的力气了，我傻笑着是为了不然眼泪流下，我不想哭，那是没用的。当年我爸爸离开我们，我都不哭。为什么今天我的眼泪自动的流下，为什么还是不能停的，为什么？ 不管怎样，她已经完完全全在我心上开了一枪。我恨我太早出世，我恨太晚认识她，我恨我是老师不是律师不是医生不是她想要的，最恨的是自己了，不能把她把握住。。

今晚我想我不可能睡了，红了眼睛，面上豆滴般的眼泪，痛彻心扉的感觉。

不哭啊！我还是愿意笨到底，继续爱下去，就算她一次次的说不，我因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情，友情这段得来不易。

莉莜不管你说什么，我依然会喜欢你，爱着你，虽然你说我们不可能的，我不管什么长痛短痛，我只喜欢你。

好符合我想对她说的歌----我喜欢，不我爱

我喜欢你的眼看着我的眼

我喜欢你的脸贴着我的脸

我喜欢你的手牵着我的手

我喜欢你的口吻着我的口

时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你真的是很爱你所以想

就这样继续爱下去

时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你真的是很爱你所以想

就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你真的是很爱你所以想

就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你真的是很爱你所以想

就这样继续爱下去

生日4/2/2012

不快乐是因为她不能和我一起过生日。她一整天都在外面的family day， 回来一起吃晚餐时，我们也没讲到话，就这样回家了。然后一直发呆的看着她的fb， 不停的看着， 不停的看着。一直等她，等她，终于可以在fb聊天了，但她真的让我感到 真心喜欢一个人是这样的感觉，而被拒绝的感觉是如此的痛，是我做的不好。。她一直要我快乐，但是没她怎样快乐起来。她一直要我找别的女生，真的让我好心痛，我对她所做的好像都是假的，我真是假啊！！！！ 心跳动的感觉，和心痛的感觉，因为她我真真实实的感觉到了。真的心好痛好痛。。难道我真的要这样过我的生日吗？向她不停的要求，但她就不理我。。1156，她终于打给我了，并说了生日快乐，虽然没有生日歌，但她是说想成为最后一个向我说的生日快乐的人，在某种意义下，这是很快乐的事，但不知道是我苦苦哀求，她没法所以才做的，当然我甘愿相信她真心的，自作多情中！

那心痛的感觉好真实好无奈，我。。。。。。。

还好在生日结束前，有她简单的四个字-生日快乐，我满足了

一个彻底改变我的女孩-----莉莜

在知道得到登嘉楼师训时，我是多么的不想来，但多方面的鼓励，我还是自己一人驾着车上来读书。我一生将会怎样，我一直想着想着.....

在orientation week 里认识了很多很多的人，但我是很怕生的，所以都是用假笑来带过。其实也没太大的感觉，就我行我素而已，第一天就这样过去了，第二天也是这样，而在第三天的早上moral室里，看到了有着天使般笑容的女孩----莉莜，那时我还不知道她的名字 ，只知道姓Ong。

第四天的到来，还是那么的累，但是因为大家都累了吧，所以个个都有着黑黑的熊猫眼，而在moral时，借机问她的名字，但她就不要告诉我，也不知什么原因，她还是保持那甜美的笑容。就这样结束了4天的地狱生活。

第五天，因为她的朋友，洁琳和yava，想搭车和我一起回家，所以让我机会和她进一步的聊天机会，也在这一天我们一起晚餐，然后我们还在hostel楼下聊天， 讲了还蛮久的，但是她还是不想告诉我名字，所以我就想欺负她，给她取了OngTheRich的外号。这天是快乐的，因为她的笑容真的如此的美好，也许她本人不知道吧。。。

第六天，我听到了还蛮不能接受的事，她要申请转校。她打电话给我要帮忙，我就帮着她print着那些纸，但也同时有了她的电话号码了--这时放着电话联络是有钱人Ong，哈哈。下午，我们4人去海边吃东西，然后去海边走走。晚上，我们一群12个人到唐人街吃东西。和她点着一样的食物和饮料。。。吃完我们回到hostel，还是在楼下哪，聊了一下下，但终于知道她叫ong lay yu。 这是放着的名字是layyu 小可恶， 因为她还蛮厉害欺负我的，哈哈。

第七天，上课了，我的课室是有冷气的，我马上向她炫耀了，她也很可爱的回着‘我的还有床’。

这天，她要搬进学校的宿舍，她辛苦的搬着，1楼搬下，有要搬上3楼，她说很累很累，这样向我sms着,但是还是去kt走了半天。这时的我已经和她不停的sms了。

第八天，她很忙，所以也没什么跟她见到面，但我好像迷上她的笑容了，所以就在fb post 着

认识到一个小妹妹
有点可爱
有点秀气
有点美丽
有点傻气
有点聪明
有点勇气
有点酒窝
有点脾气
有点好笑
有点囧气
这么多的有点
只想说

第九天,我病了，很可怜，又一个人吃晚餐，当然有sms向她诉苦，她很好的关心了我，我就认真问她华文名，哈哈终于知道了------王莉莜。 这时我放的是 莉莜 小可恶 aka little bad。但是她知道了，就叫我大可恶，big bad。

第十天，星期三，我们都有着个个烦恼，她向我诉苦，而我也是这样的。依然的sms中。

第十一天，终于可以回家了，没有看到她，只有sms，她等着晚上11pm的巴士，所以孤单在宿舍等，我就在驾车休息时sms她，但她要我专心驾车，就这样驾着驾着到BP 也是11pm了吧，我担心着她就call了她，我们聊着聊着，因为洁琳她的哥哥还没到。要她到家时sms我，但她忘记了，后来她说是怕把我吵醒。

第十二天，很早就起来了，因为等着她的sms，所以就慢慢的等到8am，我到学校做事，她在10点多call了我，问了一些东西。这时的我感觉有她很开心。。。sms依然中

第十三天，这天很重要，因为我sms她，说我喜欢她，她说当朋友妹妹。这样的回复，我马上call了她，我向她告白了。

说着我很喜欢你，不管你没有没男友，我想让你知道我喜欢你，她静静的不出声，也许是太吓到了吧，被一个胖子告白怎么说都不是很好。。。。。和她说了2206秒了，

第十四，十五，十六，十七，十八，十九天，一个礼拜，都会跟她sms，call她，一直想她。

第二十天，回KT了，晚上我们就去了mydin走走了，但她一直不要跟我对到眼神，也许她怕吧。但终于又看到她，我那天虽然很累却是如此的快乐^^

第二十一天，今天的我心情很差很差，因为很多很多的事，一次过全部来；屋子，功课，家事，还有她的事。向她诉苦，她要我开心，跟我聊了很多，所以我就想送她小小礼物。晚上吃完晚餐，回到她宿舍，小心的撞她一下，然后把小礼物---白色小熊手机雕饰放在她手上。还好，她说还蛮喜欢，但是那时她不知道，这是一对的，我拿着黑色小熊。

第二十二天，今天很普通但发生了一个让我表白的机会。我们要去和7个女生一起吃东西，但洁琳生病，所以她就一人上了我的车。在车里，我看着她，没准备的，按着心里想说的话，向她面前再次表白。她又一次静静的不出声，说着说着她好像眼眶有点泛红了，心疼她的我，就不说什么了，也许她想起了什么吧。

第二十三天，这天我们12个人在一起吃晚餐，虽然出来很久，但没有跟她说什么话。。所以晚上我打电话给她，聊着聊着。。我们聊了2473秒。开心的一天

第二十四天，星期三，1/2/2012，我不小心把手指弄伤了，很痛很痛，血流不止，但是我很忙的到处走，所以也没太管，直到晚上，她看到了，就拿出胶布帮我粘上了，这时的我是那么的开心,觉得受伤也不见得是坏事。就在fb post 着

原来她的小小关心会让我如此兴奋

幸福的小手♥

第二十五天，今天在新的食堂看到她，我坐在远远的看着她，天使般的笑容 ^^。今天她和她班的一起出去，我只能一直想她。晚上时，我自己一人到mydin走走，走了3小时；很晚的时候，爸爸说要和我见面，我就和爸爸聊了一下下吧。然后就打电话给她，我们这次聊了很久很久，聊到她想睡觉，我们聊了4475秒。

第二十六天，今天一早就起来了，因为我要准备早餐给她吃，tuna加鸡蛋三明治。在1030am拿去给了她。不知道她有没有吃，不知道适合她吗？ 但是我是那么的开心，因为我会如此的做，她已经在我心里占据了很大的空间了，为了她我紧握把握我能做的，对她做我最好的。这天我们聊不久5分钟。 我在我的电话放着她是------<3 莉莜 <3 幸运星

她对我说很多很多东西，为什么不要在这时恋爱，我知道我了解，但我真的爱上了，也许她不是最美最好，有着缺点，但有她的生活多么的快乐美好。我会等待她的愿意，这感觉不曾有过。把我最好的给她---莉莜，我喜欢你，我爱着特别的你。