Monday, December 31, 2012

day 358

last day in 2012

today wanna settle all the problem may meet

hope avthing be fine..

good luck me...

day 357

day back kt

hell place

boring place

hate it

haiz

wat to do?

day 356

saturday

last day in bp

wanna enjoy more

haiz

Friday, December 28, 2012

day 355

today go back pontian

day 354

just go out awhile

morning go scan baby

is boy

happy happy happy

then afternoon go out buy something for house

then night slack at home again haha

day 353

camp at house

lack on bed

just keep drama

haha

but still got go out for movie with my wife

sweet

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

day 352

go shopping again

tis time buy thing for mummy

also so tired...

but happy,

day 351

day back pontian

cos 3rd day

after that back at 5pm

then go movie

then lateh with fren

day 350

day go muar

gradpa 100th day

then go mlc shopping

back at night

so tired.

day 349

wedding day

so many thing happen but memoeries

luv u laopo

Friday, December 21, 2012

day 348

last day to prepare

night going to have buffer at home

haha

laopo u r mine offically on tml start XD

day 347

thursday

mornign wash outside house then go cut hair

night dad back home check all the thing

then avthing nid to prepare le...

day 346

wednesday

still very busy

go shopping buy things again..

the day soon reach

abit nervous hhaa.

day 345

laopo come bp to take wedding cloth

then pei me shopping buy alot of things

very tired but feel happy...

Monday, December 17, 2012

day 344

monday

today will be go out buy drinks for friday buffer

all thing going to done but still on going.

day 343

day go wife house

follow chinese tradi

take money go give n say i wan marry u daughter

haha so happy.

day 342

saturday bro come back helping

but he didnt help much haha

day 341

still clearing house things

very busy haha

Thursday, December 13, 2012

day 340

today go school go check out the invitation card from school then nid call 1 by 1

then still go choose the album photo

then find car....

day 339

today is burn money day

choose alot of new furniture with mum

from morning till night

happy that done so many...

day 338

still very busy on house keeping

havent done


and the day more n more nearly


nervious....

Monday, December 10, 2012

day 337

today my house finally finish cat

so nid to move all the thing back

but ald old bone lazy to move le


haha

but still nid to work out....


gambateh

day 336

choose the wedding photo for the album

reli hard to choose

cos all is luvly cutely n sweetly

but we still able to do it

hope our wedding album all good de.

day 335

day that taked wedding photo

 spend all day long

very tired but feel good.

Friday, December 7, 2012

day 334

today can see dao laopo very happy

now going to clear house again le...


jia you...

day 333

saw my room with my choosed color

wow so nice but my house now reli so messy

haha

very tired

day 332

today house so messy

cos nid to 'cat'

but feel good after saw it

day 331

busy busy busy

prepare wedding so busy

still ongoing

Monday, December 3, 2012

day 330

crazy busy

today go school gives card

saw few teacher

long time didnt chat

happy


but reli tiredd..going sick

Sunday, December 2, 2012

day 329

busy busy busy busy

day 328

busy busy busy

Friday, November 30, 2012

day 327

later will go choose the cloth for wedding photo


then buy cake for laopo dad

cos is his bday

quite a busy day again...

day 326

choose wedding photo place


then go buy cloth for wedding photo


busy busy

day 325

today is my rom


happy n nervous

so just busy cant update anything..

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

day 324

today go kampung for asking the day wedding

then night hang out with fren n chat how to do for all the proses

feel very tired....

day 323

ya i scare

ya i speechless

but i face it

so lucky i can

gui....luv u...

Sunday, November 25, 2012

day 322

the day more n more close

im so nervious


but i will do my best :)

day 321

im sick again so just lie on bed keeep rest

Saturday, November 24, 2012

day 320

a surprise from xiaogui


she take bus come find me


happy with her...



Friday, November 23, 2012

day 319

relaxing day

drama

gaming

let my mind free...

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

day 318

im sick

so tired...

so lazy update here

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

day 317

body very pain

so tired after kl trip

haha recovering session

with drama n gaming

Monday, November 19, 2012

day 316

back home

when otw back

go melacca

very tired trip

but happy...

Sunday, November 18, 2012

day 315

day 2 at kl
genting at morning

rest at afternoon

night at 1 utama

tml back home....

Saturday, November 17, 2012

day 314

today come battu caves

relatvies house

go IKEA see the idea thing for living life 

very messy cos alot of people and car

reli tired


haiz but i must enjoy cos i promise with her


Friday, November 16, 2012

day 313

suprise from xiaogui


happy today

day 312

 THE WORLD still move

but wat can i do?

izit i stop the thing stop?

i dont think so

the problems herself dnt wan stop


haiz

life is so funny...

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

day 311

hang out with fren

miss her

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

day 310

drama day

so lazy me

~~

Monday, November 12, 2012

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Saturday, November 10, 2012

day 307

hang out with fren

chat nonsence

feel happy

Friday, November 9, 2012

day 306

sit at home

just see drama

quite enjoy the free time...

day 305

back to school

saw my student show

sin hwa style

haha not bad

Sunday, November 4, 2012

day 304

haha is the day to back hometown


hooray is holiday...

day 303

is tuesday


is falsafa n etika teacher exam


also hate it P :)


hope i can pass it... hehe

day 302

is monday

is psyco exam

is the day i very hate

haha

day 301

post it at tis time bcz going to study hard on exam , haha


IMPOSIBBLE

day 300

today just is a another day for me relaxing

i dnt want to think it more

the things still going on

i fuck it y still going on

bcz ?

who let the thing still going on

Friday, November 2, 2012

day 299

relax for the day

Thursday, November 1, 2012

day 298

2nd paper at 830am

fight it with 3hrs long


brain going died, haha.

day 297

study day but no mood to study.... so just fighting it now

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

day 296

today exam

haha reli dunno how to do

new format

so wait to die

Monday, October 29, 2012

day 295

tml exam i just wan start study, haha.

good luck

Sunday, October 28, 2012

day 294

still sick n havent study

reli fxxk

wtf

i hate it....

day 293

was sick in the hell place...

still havent start study

haiz.////

Friday, October 26, 2012

day 292

day back study place


like hell place

no mood to study at all

oh my god

god bless me

T.T

Thursday, October 25, 2012

day 291

watch movie today--- stolen

quite nice ....

tml back kt

day 290

happy bcos it happen

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

day 289

today i just gaming... do nth

Monday, October 22, 2012

day 288

today fetch bro back mlc....


mum car happened eciddent but still ok now just car nid to fix...


today moood is suck.....bcau something ,,,,

day 287

also stay at home


drama game drama game


so relaxing

haha

day 286

stay at home....

just drama n game with bro..

dnt wan to think much...

Friday, October 19, 2012

day 285

sick....keep slpping

x mood a

going exam, how

day 284

day back to hometown

home sweet home...

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

day 283

another funny thing

ppl can post wat they wan bcaz he is u BF

i had no right to post?

got so rude ma? ladyyy


so XXXXX style n pattern, hahaha.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

day 282

wan fight? funny... i just dnt wan....

i have the fact, u cls cheating still wanna say other? haha

let it be , be mature la, shame or not?

Monday, October 15, 2012

day 281

today funny

a cls during test, doing cheating but they still dare to say they r not, n just discussing only

so discussion during exam time no equal cheating, haha

9 people of cls, can be so funny....

they reli shame to be teacher ba...


they future to teach our children, reli can so ( hope )

Sunday, October 14, 2012

day 280

blackout day so boring a, now still suffering a

Saturday, October 13, 2012

day 279

so tired for today but feel ok....

thanks for anything...

Friday, October 12, 2012

day 278

all still the same... haiz...

we should happy in our life =)

Thursday, October 11, 2012

day 277

keep sick n headache...

going have exam on 30/10

but still not mood to study yet

day 276

just sick day.... nth to say

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

day 275

today very tired but happy , morning do farming then eatting at nearest mamak shop then go cls...

afterrnon we did BIG event which nid clear the beach.... after that eating again at the famous ICT- ikan celung tepung shop, yummy

at night, our lecturer treat clsmate eat at town, the view at there reli nice...

haha enjoy the day ^^

day 274

tired day

Sunday, October 7, 2012

day 273

i still i, wat can i do?
sry i cant help u le, girl....
tc more
wish u have a nice day.

day 272

in the day, i just do nth cos sick...

Friday, October 5, 2012

day 271

a special day for me.....

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

day 269

will be have a boring day due to have some special event that just nid to attend and sit inside boring.

day 268

got test, didnt know how to do, just head blind

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

day 267

tired day..... and sick

Monday, October 1, 2012

day 266

cleb mooncake febtical at town, quite happy

Saturday, September 29, 2012

day 265

back from muar, day 7 of my grandpa leaveing us....

i still sad but i will looking happy le...

today chinatown > pc fair > mydin....

Friday, September 28, 2012

Thursday, September 27, 2012

day 263

tired tired..
granpda go le
i sad
but i will rmb all
thanks.

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

day 262

today i  was at my grandpa, he was leaving us le....tml till be last once to see him.

ty for avthing.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

day 261

very tired for today.... alot of work to do...

Monday, September 24, 2012

day 260

finally can prove, can back to see my grandpa last once....

i still very sad... i will take care myself

Sunday, September 23, 2012

day 259

today reli sad... my lovely grandpa was leaving us le...go to the heaven....

grandpa, ty for avthing, u teach me in many many thing...., i will rmb it n do it....
very sry that i cant give gd new that i can marry or wat else....i still not that mature n can be have a family.....

grandpa, i have many many to say......
i still want listen u talk life theory to me.....

RIP grandpa.....i will take care mum, dnt wry...

day 258

finally brave to call her, talk many thing...

Friday, September 21, 2012

day 257

im sick.... do nth for today, just slack slack

day 256

day that no clss... can relax abit... but was sick

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

day 255

very very tired of kind of life.....

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

day 254

sick....
hate....
why.....
all happen on me.....
i must fight u all...........

day 253

busying assignment life.....

Sunday, September 16, 2012

day 252

day back kt...sien....

day 251

sicked...

Friday, September 14, 2012

day 250

visit grandpa, he is in danger situation, hope he avthing fine...

about her also her wan her safe n happy.

day 249

road back hometown but feel unwell n no mood....

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

day 248

stop i wan stop i wan stop..........

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

day 247

busy life still continue,,, problem also continue....

Monday, September 10, 2012

day 246

bad new for me... very sad

Sunday, September 9, 2012

day 245

day back ipg, reli tired n headache, too much of playing , haha... buy many gift for her but dunno how to give her...haizzz

day 244

2nd day at redang, today 2 time snorkelling and feel pain n tired after it.... finally reach long beach and saw the more more tea place... and night go again , the feel so weird n speical.

day 243

1st go pulau redang travel, 1st time snorkeling, was feel scare but fun

day 242

busy cant update

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

day 241

busying of assignment still nid wry her then the thing still zzz.........................

day 240

the fxxk thing still continue, wat time can be end....

Monday, September 3, 2012

day 239

very tired of today

Sunday, September 2, 2012

day 238

the mail still continue while i with her stop for so long le, y y y y y y?

Saturday, September 1, 2012

day 237

i reli try but i keep fail.. how to i say all to her...

Friday, August 31, 2012

Thursday, August 30, 2012

day 235

i had tell her about few, a step to go... i need to tell all....layyu sry.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

day 234

how to say, how to do, how to communicate all the thing.... to her....

day 233

busying of assignment life, let me get sick

Monday, August 27, 2012

day 232

dunno how to say to her, i had one thing to say .....about me de.

day 231

due to make assignment till 430am, im so tired to update here....


Saturday, August 25, 2012

day 230

day back kt, tml reschool... just now saw her , she take taxi back ipg.... she still she...

Friday, August 24, 2012

day 229

was sick but still wry her.... hope her avthing is fine.... tc ya

Thursday, August 23, 2012

day 228

nth to do, cos no wan to do anything, had something wanna tell her but i not dare....

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

day 227

wednesday ald , countdown end of the holiday ==

can meet her in 3 day more.....

day 226

busy something let me wont think about her, but still care about her....

layyu, if u still wan my help, i still be there....

Monday, August 20, 2012

day 225

i still will protect her but i no wan let her know le.... n i choose keep away from her...


 take care layyu.

Sunday, August 19, 2012

day 224

i reli reli reli reli sick of that thing.....

wat can i do now???

i wry also no use


she still doing the same thing that i ask for stop.....


haiz......give up or not also no use le......

Saturday, August 18, 2012

day 223

i was sick.... nth special for today... just miss her....

Friday, August 17, 2012

day 222

nth special for today... she take flight back kepong home,, hope she is fine...

day 221

is my dad bday.... but all day busy , fetch bro from mlk then go visit grandfather at muar...

wanna call her but...... haiz


layyu, hapi holiday

Thursday, August 16, 2012

day 220

she still like that, the thing still continue, if u still dunno how to control n stop, then wat happen, u will facing urself....

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

day 219

i feel tired of something...

day 218

finally she get back her fb... hope tis time reli no problem le

Sunday, August 12, 2012

day 217

try to help me but fail, wanna call her but faill, wanna sms her but fail, all bcos i no wan disturb her...

Saturday, August 11, 2012

day 216

call her n tell her about the problem arounding, reli hope her ok

day 215

tired....

really tired.....

she still she......

the problem still around me.....

layyu..... i still do a care on u....

Thursday, August 9, 2012

day 214

nth to say... im tired of my currently life, about she, i had nth to do, i care also she dunno.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

day 213

a busy day for me, quite tired... but still hope can help her abit de....

 reli hope she no have any happen de.... sry layyu.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

day 212

day back school see see, very very nervous haha, then had the time to forgot her problem , no nid think much....

Monday, August 6, 2012

day 211

just the day i wan let myself cold down....she.....

Sunday, August 5, 2012

day 210

day back hometown... the problem still going on, wat was the time can be end the problem? y have the ppl so bad?

Friday, August 3, 2012

day 209

big argue with her again... we hurt each other very deep, but we both didnt wan... y? y ? y ?

day 208

argue with her, she like wan to hurt me many many time, wat i had did? she always believe on her malay fren, then do action like malay, reli funny .

day 207

nth to say here, saw her in teltrac for the breakfast time...

Thursday, August 2, 2012

day 206

saw her finally but  didnt do wat de....

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

day 205

nth special, i was sick. but still will wry her....

day 204

argueing with her, but very funny one... dunno how to say ...

Sunday, July 29, 2012

day 203

the thing still continue de, i reli wry her, i dunno i still can do wat for her.

avthing just hope she gd n fine...

tc ya layyu...

Saturday, July 28, 2012

day 202

a tired day, badminton n go out.... reli miss her n wanna see her but i will do wat i promised to her, i wont disturb her, layyu tc ya.

Friday, July 27, 2012

day 201

normal day, nth special happen except the messy thing that keep bother me....

layyu, hope u ok ...

Thursday, July 26, 2012

day 200

today go to the town with her, we ate dinner at chinatown... and while waiting jer liong buy bus ticket, i give the thing i prepared all long time de.. lucky she still accept de...

then we go tunas maja, she boguth tuna n shoe....

layyu i got many many thing to say with u but i will keep it de, cos i no wan let u think wat again le, so we just be normal fren fst back... future will how then see ba

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

day 199

just a busy day n tired but still happy, cos doing alot of thing...

but still didnt her de....

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

day 198

just miss her...

day 197

today full cls....very very tired.... didnt sms or call her, and didnt see her.... just miss her....

Sunday, July 22, 2012

day 196

a holiday, many thing to do but just no mood to do, wry her very much...

Saturday, July 21, 2012

day 195

she asked me to call her about the mail... she reli fan of it, that y i not wan to tell her about that.... she wan me no bother so much le, but i just cant put it down de....

layyu, u can reject me, but it wont let me to take care of u...

Friday, July 20, 2012

day 194

morning got call her awhile but just normal chatting, it ald enuf for me le...


Thursday, July 19, 2012

day 193

still didnt saw her, very miss her but i try to keep it cos no wan disturb her again...

day 192

didnt saw her, just miss her de... hope she was fine

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

day 191

very fan n tired of something that make us 2 no fren anymore...

i still use my way to take care her.

day 190

didnt sms or call her, i try to keep all myself, no wan let her know le....

Sunday, July 15, 2012

day 189

today go town celeb mummy chia n wan zi bday.... we play we fun at secret receipt .....

i stilll received mail about her n him.... i still will ang but i stop myself to scold her le...

layyu, just hope u can take care urself more de....

Saturday, July 14, 2012

day 188

day to back KT.... hope to see layyu soon.

day 187

didnt sms or call her, just try to dnt disturb her..


but i reli miss her.

Friday, July 13, 2012

day 186

day back hometown, didnt saw layyu, hope her fine....

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

day 185

talk quite lot to her, we all clear le but i still very sad but i cant do anything le.....

layyu, i just reli do care about u.....

day 184

she still the same.

Monday, July 9, 2012

day 183

today go library talk to her again, hope tis time after we talk can be help we both.

i reli tired of it le.... lets the thing be...

layyu just take care urself more, i still care u

Sunday, July 8, 2012

day 182

cant stay clam.... y she so stupid still let the thing happen?

i reli no power n energy... i been hurt again n again

layyu.... wake up pls....

day 181

nth special, just slack at home, got call her sms her but she reply like normal only...


Monday, July 2, 2012

day 180

day 4 in camping-- last day in camp, wake up due to raining n water in to the camp, so nid move all thing thing but we still slp inside cos reli too tired le....

4am wake up cos patrol time but tis time i alone,, i just do my duty only, haha...

moring after eat , we break camp n time to back home

reach ipg at 1230pm but setup with alatan till 130 then back home

after bath n some clean work, i sms her le

tis 4 day all day miss her but i just tahan. no wan her suffer le..

layyu 99 tc

day 179

day 3 in camping-- wake up at 2am, due to patrol time... but tis time we smart le, direct go gather place slp but just will feel cold, cos in the raining day night... slp till 6am n back camp slp again...

today also all ceramah, but got teach sing the scott song, but i just dunno how to sing the all malay kampung song... but the melody quite nice... in charge of morning brekafast, but no nid to do many, just make the tea-o enuf le...

till 12 then finish the ceramah... is the same direct go slp..

day 178

day 2 in camping--due to nid to patrol around camp side, so wake up at 4am then direct didnt slp for the all day long, very very tired n most important is there no water to bath, n nid to wear the same shirt all day long, so we all smelly one a.. today session till 12 am , becos of too tired, i direct go slp in the camp le.

day 177

day 1 in camping

reach there about 1pm then had a lunch ,direct setting up camp
after that is continue by session ceramah mean &#^@%# alot that cant listen in ear

all is ceramah till night 1230 n feel very very slppy le , but had patrol at 4am morning, tis is reli crazy le

n just had 1 time bath at 5pm de, so i m so dirty, cant believe that i no have bath..

day 176

today i had no mod to cls at all, all mind just her, layyu.

will have camping for the next going 4 day, so i cant be blogging on tis 4 day..

i will very miss her but i will her down.... cos i follow wat her want....

day 175

day back kt, morning move car, very tired of driving so far...

inside my heart reli no wan to back... cos i no wan let her see me, then let her feel suffer...

avthing just my wrong, i cant protect her well.

layyu do watever u wan ba... i just accept de , but i will very sad n pain..i still love u

Saturday, June 30, 2012

day 174

same thing with last day, miss her care her worry her... see her at fb no dare to chat her, i do wat i ald promise... no chat her, let her forgrt te ppl hurt her so much...


layyu tc ya, luv u <3

day 173

day at hometown but still keep thinking of her, worry about her, it cant be stop but i ald promise her i will let her go ... wont bother her so much ald.


but layyu i still will do a protect u, i wont let u know all the truth. y i will do till like that. cos i no wan u feel sorry n own me wat de...

the thing i now can do for u, just fight the bad ppl email....

Friday, June 29, 2012

day 172

didnt contract her, i just back my hometown...

 i was very very sad n hurt but i wont blame her, cos i also got wrong....

i still will love her care her but just in the hidden case

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

day 171

argueing with layyu again, tis time reli till very mad n crazy le...

we both also no wan happen de but y yyyyy

i hate myself
i so love her
but she say me dislike her at all , just wanna reverger her only
suan le, reli suan le.... how many i do she just think another only...

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

day 170

she still like that, reli dunno listen wat i warning her, she say she ald know n will care de but stil like that,,, layyu u reli wan let the thing happen till u mum there? then how i do for u just  a waste only le....

can u just wake up ? u wan continue , i only can say u step to hell....

but i stil as moron do watever i can help only....

Monday, June 25, 2012

day 169

 a worse day, i cant slp well n  dream about layyu, is so scarely dream....

after cls i direct slp till 5 then call her, she say wanna fight with loh n ask me no stop her,

ya i cant stop n wont stop de

u reli dunno how much i trust on u n give u how much of my support....

layyu i just reli do a care u, i know u no wan me, i know i know..... but u dunno however i just the guy will beside u always....

Sunday, June 24, 2012

day 168

u reli nid force to so rude then can meet me?

u reli dunno how much i care u

u reli dunno how much i help u

u reli dunno but i dnt mind, just wanna u can be in safe....

but u still wanna continue the situation....

i reli no power le......

layyu, can u wake up urself?

Saturday, June 23, 2012

day 167

a day that alone in the house, doing nth just keep watch Running Man...

very miss her, layyu, but no dare to disturb her, wanna her get a nice rest n well care due to the weather in here.

love u layyu 

Friday, June 22, 2012

day 166

was sick...feeling unwell...

she also flu, was very worry her...

didnt saw her de ,,, very misss her....

pls take care ya, layyu.

Thursday, June 21, 2012

day 165

cls till 130, just start y ald so many cls le, very sien


she go out with clsmate... she still no reli wan talk to me,,, i m very sad


layyu <3

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

day 164

a tired day n long cls day

saw her but i no reli happy de.

layyu i reli love u n care u de

u just always take care ok

day 163

the day still going on, wat should be happen on the future, who knows?

she still no reli wan to reply my sms just pick up my phone for awhile only...

i know wat i doing just useless but i reli do care u, layyu...

miss u always, tc layyu

Monday, June 18, 2012

day 162

today so busy, finaly start cls le, i know i get my result 3.52 still ok with it

saw her in pj uniform, she cls till 430, so i think she sure tired ald,

 so just now only call her awhile only..

miss u layyu <3

day 161

today finally saw her, she had a short hair cut but we didnt talk any....

she keep far away from me, i reli very sad but i cant do any cos tis is her decision....

she no wan my help anymore, give me many reason that to reject my help

layyu, however wat u say, i still will do wat i can help de,

still love u care u ....

miss u avday

Saturday, June 16, 2012

day 160

finaly reach ipg , kt here.. very tired after clean all room n half of the living room..

wanna meet her but she no wan so i still very sad de...even my call also no wan pick up,

layyu i reli miss u <3

Friday, June 15, 2012

day 159

day to back KT, hope can see layyu on tml..

miss u ya.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

day 158

no dare to call her but keep thinking of her, layyu

i dunno wat can i do now n talk to u now, i respect wat u thinking n want to do....

i still love u, layyu...

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

day 157

today wanna call her, but she busy packing to taiping, so i wait n wait

hope later can chat with her n call her

miss u very much layyu

day 156

my mind just all her, reli wanna to call her , wan listen her voice but just cant

i follow wat she want . i know i pain but for her, i try...

day 155

monday , hang out with fren, just chipchat then feel no well n back home

very miss her but didnt call her

scare avthing

Monday, June 11, 2012

day 154

morning sms layyu but she still didnt reply,

very sad...

alan wedding at night, we had fun we had make lots of memory

at here, wish alan n fang ting 4ver together n as fast as posible make son, haha

day 153

go out with fren, buy tshirt for alan wedding

got sms her once but she didnt reply

Friday, June 8, 2012

day 152

still the same.... i very very miss her n wanna call her

day 151

hlping school camping

then go hospital visit ahma, she got operation, lucky now ok le

was sms her once but she didnt reply, so i just wait

very miss u, layyu

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

day 150

was played at USS, very enjoy it.

today fetch my bro go mlc n pei mum walk mydin

then go my grandpa house at muar n night go visit my ahma again at hospital

both of them was sakit, hope them can be recover as well as posible..

and about her, layyu, we just sms once today, very miss her.

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

day 149

prepare to sg play universal studio

Monday, June 4, 2012

day 148

still the same, she didnt wan bother me much , wan to be normal de.

Sunday, June 3, 2012

day 147

nth to write.... later will do

day 146

nth special, still hang out with fren n stay house playing game

layyu she go genting playing, she still no reply my sms.

day 145

normal day, just hang out with fren n just sms her once

Friday, June 1, 2012

day 144

hope avthing can be settle if  she wan pick up my phone but i think it hard cos she ald plan n do her mind thing ald.


haiz, i so regret a but wat i did all just bcos i love her.

day 143

go out with fren n sing k, a happy day

but feel layyu try to avoid me, no wan pick up my phone n reply my sms..

sad case.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

day 142

hang out with fren all day long

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

day 141

still sick mode, slp n eat n slp, like a piggy

sms layyu but she no wan reply me

call her also just awhile

she reli no wan close with me le

abit sad.....

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

day 140

today i was sick n just lie down on bed

got call her awhile only

Sunday, May 27, 2012

day 139

today back to hometown...
nth to do so, didnt contract her >.<

day 138

today we meet layyu fren
mei xian, shu xin, yu qing, mei wen , hui yan
all of them very cute n talk active, very enjoy
we go mid valley for playing all day long n enjoy movie MIB 3

day 137

friday back to layyu house, we play we fun at time square.

Friday, May 25, 2012

day 136

very sad very sad.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

day 135

for helping layyu, i do a bad thing but i cant say at here...

i hope reli can be save layyu but she know im help her ma? she like no wan me wat..

im stupid but i just care about her.

day 134

day with BIG again till 1pm then i received email again now tis reli fucking off thing,
layyu y u cant smart abit abit, wan let ppl take u pic like that
i reli wry u but u still do like that , haiz
now i help u till like ;that;

layyu, rmb i do all just for u, hope u can feel it

day 133

exam day but totally cant study cos of layyu case
then afternoon 230 pm exam
then lucky do it done but no well

night got BIG, very tired

Sunday, May 20, 2012

day 132

totally worry layyu case but she still like in the no care mode, she still do wat she wan only, didnt think the case can big till hep n her parent there, then avthing will be diff, i cant protect her a.

today i just stay in the house n do nth, i sick n tired about all this thing happen, i use my brain into all the messy case. i reli reli no solution le..

so i was calling layyu for asking her think proper pls, avthing that family most important n other else can be give up de....she reply me say ald know n wont do again... i hope tis is real n she will do

layyu a, u r in my circle ald, so u problem=my problem, i will do wat can i do n help u de

Saturday, May 19, 2012

day 131

was going out with layyu to town to take dinner, we went chinatown..

after dinner, we go walk walk for awhile then go i-city chipchat.

i know i with layyu no have any relationships le but i still will take care of her, instant of any situation.

i hope she know she do n wont regret of it, dnt wry layyu i b urs side.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

day 130

normal day , nth special...

dinner with layyu n walk at pasar malam.

just now call her 1hrs +

now ald feel tired, going slp le haha

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

day 129

today layyu got 2 paper exam, i morning call her

then afternoon call her asking her lunch but she tooth pain

then 6pm call she with clsmate dinner but she no take also

then 8pm i go buy food for her

then just now call her for 43min

we maintence the normal frenship but we cant close le

happy

day 128

2nd paper finish, gd can be relax.... cant meet layyu abit sad..

nth special to say

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

day 127

due to exam n still got paper , so delaying to update here... now still going wan to study again so blogging few

today morning find layyu to lend calculator, she wear short part n t shirt only, lol sexy 1 n she look very blur.

then the exam today totally hard n crazy, many many i dunno to do , seen like nvr study at all, haha.

then back home take rest n 4pm go library study till 6 n back home continue rest n slp till 11, now playing game to relax mind... wan continue study at 1am....

fighting all my fren, especially layyu a.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

day 126

study day, study study study, try to no think about wat happen on me

tml exam , wish me luck ^^

Saturday, May 12, 2012

day 125

endless painful.
u nvr know how many that i protect u
u nvr know how many that i love u
u nvr know how many that i give u
u nvr know how many that i suicide on u
but nvm, wat also nvm le,
the earth is circle, we had time to meet up, then the time u ownself feel lost about me.

take care. layyu

day 124

heart pain, painful, sad... wat i had done le...

Thursday, May 10, 2012

day 123

today no cls, stay at home, but feel sick so i just slp n watch drama only, still didnt start read my book...

i dunno y, i feel layyu didnt wan bother me somemore le, i dunno wat i had did to her, but she just no wan talk to me n didnt reply my sms....i feel very very weird.

today just go out dinner with jer ling n go pasar malam n we direct back le,

night ppl.

day 122

go school at the morning cls till 11am, then back home see drama till 1, rest till 3pm go out with jer ling till 7 then back...

today didnt saw layyu, feel abit weird, haha... and she didnt bother me a, so sad, haha..she so tension on exam n hardwork on it,,, but i think just a funny thing only, cos group study never ever got effect de, do nth on more only, haha.

night ppl <3

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

day 121

today i back my study place, i alone drive 7 hrs to reach the boring hell place, becos it will be a exam week on the coming monday...

when i reach, i sms her, layyu  cos wanna date her alone, i had something nid to do on her, but she was busy..

wait till 5pm she free le, so i fetch her come my house here, we sit on my bed, i talk she listen, we didnt argue wat or i scold her wat....and i give her gift, which are wallet n jacket, haha. the wallet pink color which is i think very suite her n funny, she abit cant tahan the color, lol.... and the cloth very young look with suite her age de but she didnt dare to wear haha.. cos she normal wear very formal, that y i choose the 2 young n child jacket, haha


after that, we had a funny n fun dinner at syakiri,, we chat n talk nonsence there will around ppl saw n stare us.
they 2 a, so dirty de, nvr mop the floor when in ipg a, n hang out all cloth in room, tak tahan a, y got 2 so dirty fren de....


today reli tired but happy de, i hope i got such day as long as i have...

night ppl, <3

Monday, May 7, 2012

day 120

nth special, didnt slp well, cos chatting with my lovely mei, layyu from 2xx something till 4xx something then pei mummy chat till 6xx then do housework till 8xx only slp.... 919am layyu send me sms blame me didnt wake up her, sorry sorry mei, next time i will miss call u till u wake up de....

go out with fren at night n saw fren....

Sunday, May 6, 2012

day 119

normal day n i still didnt start my study yet, haha. 2pm go out with fren n movie with fren also.... after movie we go G-space lateh, at there we chat many many thing n 38 there.... i saw my year 6 student last time,,,, lucky they still rmb me n call me teacher, haha so happy a...

then back home at 720pm n eatting my lovely mum cooking, also sms layyu mei...

nth to say le... so bb ppl.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

day 118

today also a busy day, morning go visit my grandpa, which is at muar, bukit gambit. nid drive 1hr+ to reach there.

quite sad becos saw my grandpa become so weak le, n sick look, i very worry n going cry de.

but he still can chat me many many thing n wish me can study well.

then drive back home at 3pm n take rest till 5pm , go out again for sport with fren till 6pm then back home prepare, out shopping at 7pm...

i go buy movie ticket for tml hang out with fren again... then go BP mall for buying layyu dompet n jacket for her.. i walk n find quite long time , hope wat i choose she will like it de...

night ppl.

day 117

today busy day, morning go out with mum , pei her go shopping then buy alot of food, to eat at night.

afternoon go out with fren for the cut hair, also buy new cover for my iphone hehe.

then night out with fren again, we go for movie, the averger, such a nice movie, very gan chiong.

night ppl, feel happy that i with my mei layyu, ald become gd le.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

day 116

today morning, lecturer TP bring us go out n breakfast, he treat us eat
then after finish, he bring us go see beach, reli pretty for the beach near the UMT there, so cool
10am, i call layyu chat awhile le, she ask me no drive fast when back bp, so hardcore to me. but i done it very well.
reach bp at 8pm then rest awhile 910pm go out with fren, we 2 lateh n chipchat quite long time, he business seen like very big a, keep on phone sia, tak tahan. we 2 very sad about last time planning de business didnt make it happen, cos now like very sucess on the shopping centre now.

quite tired to continue blog now, 99 ppl.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

day 115

today just a tired day, morning full cls then noon got BIG meeting till 430pm then go out with them at 6pm then at night 9pm meeting with our pengarah...till 11pm only got free.

about layyu, me n jer ling problem seen like nvr settle, i reli dunno who to believe for the right now....


i very very very head pain for keep thinking of that....


Tuesday, May 1, 2012

day 114

today 1/5 labor day, school off day, so morning play basketball with jer ling
then afternoon go town for pray god with layyu n jer ling
then we go beach, at there, i try to talk to layyu n give her n me last chance to talk le....
i reli dunno wat can i do le but i still reli care her many n wan her very safe in the ipg life.

night ppl

Monday, April 30, 2012

day 113

nth special, morning sport cls, go out by taking bus go to the compleks sport, we running there n enjoy the enviroment there...

then back school stay at cls see drama till last period.then noon got gerko time which jump high... i dunno it but just try out, with my fatty body still can jump1m high, ald unbelievable haha.

my think still is her thing n her problem...

i reli sad reli sad reli sad, ald cry till no tear le.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

day 112

still very pain when saw her, i had do nth just pain...

i dunno wat can i do for her, she reli in the problem now le...hope she fine

night ppl.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

day 111

speechless again, she reli do over le still dunno think, she nowan me to care or wry about her thing but if let her continue like that, sure will have problem , last her parent sure come scold me...

reli dunno wat can i do now, she ady missing the way n still enjoy the missing...haiz

tc layyu

Friday, April 27, 2012

day 110

very very sad that y can treat me like that, i think n think....

suan le, wat she wan i give her, she still wan like that , i cant do any le..

bb.

day 109

today is pui see bday, we sing bday for her, n we had a nice morning lecture time which is SDP , we sing we fun we enjoy the cls cos tis is last time le.

still the same, she still close with the malay n do over n over, i cant do any n no wan to care le, let her be. she choose to like that, i had no right to say anything of it..

go out at 220pm go settle bill n go mydin shopping then back at 6pm then out again 630 to celeb pui see bday at secret receipt.. we enjoy the dinner there, pui see also feel happy, we had a nice day..

then go beach, with jer ling, just sit on sand n saw the star, i still very very sad, she pei me, i reli dunno wat to do now, so i do nth...

bb n tc.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

day 108

today totally no mood n didnt slp cos keep thinking the problem, me n layyu, she ald become so on the malay side, wat she feel on me , i just change to bad attutide toward her, n no wan my care anymore, she very stress?

she say she no reli happy, but y i look so weird.
i no wan say anymore le, afternoon also argue, i ald good to say le, she still like that, wat can i do, she treat the ppl that true heart n give fully support de.

Let it Be.

day 107

know something that she make many liar to me, i was so disappointing but i still wan stay with her...
she say me force her, blame me, make she very stress, she ask me to leave her alone, she no wan be my fren anymore... she keep asking wat she own to me? y me suddenly like that...

girl, u now no even wan listen ppl say le, just wan HIM, the malay, that just follow u, so u feel free to stay there. sorry la, no give u any comment then u feel happy le, no nid liar me, cos wat u 2 do, i saw all.

i wont leave u till this problem settle, u wan hate me or wat else, is u right to do so...

bb n tc

Monday, April 23, 2012

day 106

today just a bad day, i was food poisoning n my stomach damn pain, and most painful de is i know her didnt have any wan settle the problem , cos she still very close with that malay... now only give me the reason nid time... say alot of hurt word to me.... i also get angry that i say out alot of thing that she scare to happen....
so we only keep argue n argue till she cry, cos no my wrong at all, she just didnt accept the true then wanna blame with the pass memory, quite funny n weird....Time, i can give u, but u cant give me the promise de, cos in u heart u ald normal wont happen anything...

if i reli make till wat i said... sure problem till HEP, u nvr know, how much that i care u, till i giveup myself then also wan let u in no problem situation...

no wan say le.... sad n pain n no power still nid do the fucking assignment.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

day 105

normal but very tired, cos doing assignment till 230am n wake up at 6am then continue with fully cls till 115pm... then back home rest awhile till 230pm go school again for the sport day deceleration till 420pm then was asking layyu to train basketball with her till 510pm then i back home doing some work then slp le....

about 7pm i wake up, she sms me at dinner outside n cls at teltrac 8pm for BI..
i was alone go to seaside to relax my mood cos continue by alot of assignment make me so stress...

dunno she wat time end cls, n wry her walk back hostel cos there is no electric current at ipg school, so dark n she is scaring of it...

write till here, head pain cos no enuf slp, haha.

Saturday, April 21, 2012

day 104

today busy assignment so blog little
 1pm go eat lunch with her n talk some inside car, she reli had a nice smile face, i reli so love her
then dinner also we eat together, but i feel she no reli happy that i no wan talk many...

bb i go work le...

day 103

today go mesra mall with layyu jer ling n jun wei.... drive 2nhalf hrs to reach there..... reach there we eat pizza hut.... then go buy movie ticket then follow by go popular.....

layyu didnt wan think ytds wat i do, i ask her pei me movie n pei me happy today, so she reli got do with me....i m happy with that.. but the problem she n he still no settle, but i wont give any comment cos that is her decision le...

330pm we go see movie.....battleship.... it reli a quite big movie, bravo n nice... but just sad she didnt sit beside me....then we back kt... reach 730 then go mr chua makan again.... then we go chinatown again le....at there she still chat with me about the thing, n scare wat i do to her, about scold her with big sound, fierce face n say will slap her when she reli no wake up from the problem...

i so tired le , so night ppl

Friday, April 20, 2012

day 102

today just out with layyu, n i tell wat the thing that i know, i make her cry very very long, n i dunno how to stop it....
i hope her will be do any change then we still fren...

night ppl

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

day 101

morning dramatization, so fun so nervious cos nvr make prepare , all on the spot thing but still no bad for the acting....

then go teltrac cafe saw layyu sit with her best fren a, they 2 a, like no ppl around them, can touch each other so song.... reli dunno wat she think now.... was very worry her if they keep continue like that....

then i got rehervsal for sdp drama till 5 then i call jer ling wanna go out ma.... layyu in bath so she no wan go....

after we eat , we back lo, didnt do wat also....

night ppl....

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

day 100

100th day, layyu just for u, i write 100 blog , i write 100 day of my feeling on u, 100 day that i nvr stop miss u, 100 day that from non person become important person to me.... but all just my feeling on u, do u feel so also?

i had listen some bad thing on u, i reli wan to help u but i dunno how to talk to u about the thing... cos u sure will think it mayb just my thinking only....

watever ba, i still wish u happy wish u enjoy u life here but i no reli hope u with that ppl so close...

Ong Lay Yu, i love you, but i know u wont take any action on me, so just let the feeling keeping in my heart and i will care u in the way u dunno...

tc layyu.

Monday, April 16, 2012

day 99

due to rushing assignment to pass up 2 task at the morning, i didnt slp at ytd....morning got cls, but i try to done n pass up le,,all thing lucky can pass up.....

then we saw at the afternoon, layyu n jer ling was there.... then we sms lo, cos i got drama practice

night , we together dinner....she still like that nth special happen... haha.


Sunday, April 15, 2012

day 98

nth special happen today, i just busy on all the assignment only.... got sms layyu, she go town all day long...

bb ppl.

Saturday, April 14, 2012

day 97

today morning nid run around the school, i cant run so i just walk
then go out with jer ling to kt. buy 016 number but no have sia..
then back to home do assignment,
then dinner,
then will call layyu
n chat with jer ling.
so sorry so short blogging, due to no time le...

Friday, April 13, 2012

day 96

i didnt slp all night long, cos was thinking something that make me very suffer.....then i was cry at morning about my family.... 

then we do our thing each other till breakfast then do work again till noon, i wan layyu out with me cos i wan talk with her cleanly... then finally we can talk clearly...

night we out dinner at mr chua, quick gd taste then go tuiti friti there after that we go chinatown again....

i was very tired only,,,, didnt wan say wat le...bb

day 95

today they 2 come my house to stay, they come here study.....but also JUN WEI.....

we chat from the afternoon till night, still playing poker card.... till very funny...

i chat with layyu all the thing, tis time reli say many many that i nvr know, i nvr think b4....i cry le she also cry... then we kiss each other again n hug very long... cos we know our relationship cant get close but just cant control.....

then my ben ben jer ling, she was waitting outside , i reli dunno how to face 2.... so we 3 face to face chat.... finally we settle up all the thing then i reli wish they 2 can be back to last time... all also can chipchat....

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

day 94

ytd night call layyu from 1hrs long, we chat many many thing, she like was waiting me to call....

morning go fetch them at 930 then go breakfast.... then back my home le,,, jer ling direct slp , layyu at living room do study.... so i go her there slp....we play play chat chat then i tell her many many thing, then i kiss her again....she also let me kiss then i hug her.... we still say all the thing clean then make the final decision is, i still cant 4got the feeling on her but tis time i turn it to the brother n sister love le, cos i still very care her.....i give her the glass, she happy to see n accept..... at last she ask me go chase jer ling n treat her nicely....she ask me many many thing then she give me the last kiss n hug.... but tis time is she ownself willing to kiss me n hug me......cos start tml she just my mei mei, i cant do tis again le...

then now become me n jer ling problem le, she like me, but i cant choose her for the right now, cos watever tis is very unfair to her...however also, she still a girl, i cant let her become bad name in the ipg or wat else place....
so i reli dunno how face it... just i nid time now...

night ppl, ^^

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

day 93

same thing going, just the another boring day.... got thing happen but i dunno how to say at here.... sorry

day 92

my heart still very pain, i like zombie, walk, eat or wat else no have soul....jer ling keep praise me up, so i still ok.. today cls so less, all cls cancel except afternoon gerko.... till 4pm more... then jer ling plan go out... at 530 but i go there , they had a small meeting till 6pm, then we go out gai gai lo...

1st go mydin, inside mydin we buy alot of thing haha, then 2nd go to eat mcd, she n jer ling order spicy chicken mcdexlue then me is double spicy, haha, long time didnt eat le so make it big set..... after we eat, she no wan go wash her hand, wah so dirty 1, tak tahan pun, say ady clean de......

then we go bus station buy bus ticket for her clsmate, then go secret receipt buy cake, reli dunno jer ling y wan treat us eat cake.....then we go to the airport there seaside play awhile.....we shout for awhile, dunno which 1 got problem de. still quite fun ba...

then go back my house to print out the thing....then fetch them back hostel le.....reli a tired day.... night ppl.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

day 91

was decided to give up le, leave her le, so that is nth to write again.... night ppl.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

day 90

at the morning she ask me go slp at her room, but something she hit me, i angry then i out again, she ask me n bring me go again, she slp beside me, she was asking me something question n i answerd her, she just beside me, i use my brave, touch her n say love her again, she was hate it,, then i directly kiss her n on mouth too,,, my 1st ever kiss, she give me kiss with close eye, and she got do something on me too....

then she go slp also le, then when morning wan bath , i keeping my cloth, she come her didi room, then i ask for kiss again , she say tis is last time le, no have anymore, so i hug her n kiss her again...

then we go breakfast with her family then we done our prepare we start move car back KT, otw back she also do something on me but just is when her fren jer ling in slping, i just be normal, she no wan ppl saw her like bad girl.....

we reach KT at 640pm then we eat dinner then we back ipg le.......

so tired... so i update 2 blog ady, bb ppl, night all, i go busy le...... luv u care u kiss u my girl girl layyu.

day 89

i with jer ling had so something bad, and she saw, she ask me y? i cant say all....

we just normal go out, we go kl popular, we walk all day long, very very tired then go cinema, till 12am then back layyu house... night i still slp in the living room

Friday, April 6, 2012

day 88

ytd chat her 10min about today going her house planning....
morning i was wake up at 6am too but i 4got sms her le, so just wait her reply me sms, but she dnt le... sad case.

about 1pm i go ipg fetch them, we start move from there , otw to kepong her house, we chipchat in the car, with speak hokkiem, her hokkien tone super funny... haha... 630pm reach her home, saw her all family,, tis is quite shy to stay her house.....we go out dinner n go shopping, we go jusco then go desa city play ground awhile..... then go supper, roti tisu....

we back her house after all the activity, we all quite tired, cos ald all day le... then do abit assignment to go slp le,, now only jer ling havent slp haha....

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

day 87

ytd call her at 0033 time, about 12min2sec but we didnt chat much , cos her fren come her room for print out the assignment thing, so she ask me call later, so i wait again lo, call her again at  1am le, tis time we chat abit longer about 17min51sec, she didnt talk much but just listen wat i said, i ald happy that she will listen me say the thing.....

morning i take the cake that her cls, wan to celeb de, just saw her few sec only, cos im go to cls that have a speech... lucky i able to pass the speech test... and the micro teaching at last period, totally feel relax abit cos pass 2 big thing... then saw her at cafe, she was eat with her clsmate...i told her im free le, cos night can be dinner together.....she got cls n back hostel at 5pm, then i ask her rest but she still doing her work.....then i 6pm out to town to fetch my housemate buy bus ticket...... then i go find around that secret receipt cake ,cos morning that cake no taste at all, she dislike, that y i wan find her back a nice cake, haha, lucky i can get it, then back to ipg about 730pm, so we go out dinner till 840pm.... she direct back to the BKU to work assignment with her clsmate again.....


was waiiting her to call her, and tml will be go to her house and we have a short day trip around her house there.... hope avthing will very good n fine.... ^^ luv u my girl girl , layyu

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

day 86

ytd still got call her but just awhile only...3min32sec, she very tired n wanna slp le

morning UB day, wtf day, get scold by the lecturer then got ppl steal handphone then worse us to stand under big sun then still nid to check the bag for all ppl.... let my leg reli pain till cant move... then after UB we go pj there take water, saw girlgirl ,layyu there doing ukjk, which is a test for pj... reli difficult to do....then i go library train my speech, then she done all at 1030 ba.

afternoon after cls, i direct back home rest, she still got cls then back hostel at 530pm more n sms wan dinner at 635pm but she was head pain that y didnt out, only jer ling out with me, i let her rest.....

tml her cls got celeb bday party for clsmate, so nid to buy cake, i fetch jer ling go find, lucky can get it at nearly, cos i also quite tired about my leg....

very worry her sick , body pain, wan to care her, but she didnt much care, ignore my care  T.T, its ok, i nvm cos wan her ok enuf le....

night will call her, but no now.... JY

Monday, April 2, 2012

day 85

midnight call her 12min22sec,tell her all the thing i plan, she just listen till very tired n slp le....
at the morning, she didnt go assembly, so i nid carry her botol go pj and wait her got cls, 1015am i saw her in the cls, i give her botol n kertas to her clsmate...

today didnt reli meet her, she busy her assignment n go dinner with clsmate also.... i got call at 536pm about 432sec, tell her wat i happen today lo.....

i think to9 she wont pick up my phone le, so i just be normal ba...

tc jy layyu, my girlgirl.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

day 84

at the midnight 142am, she done assignment le n going to slp, let me call 2min only, but i extend it 34 sec more, i also no wan chat more cos i know she reli tired le, so just let her slp better.inside the call, just care her, ask her must rest well n some advice to her.

today is april fool day... we just school nth special happen...all school student can take a voucher of rm200 to buy book...was sms her asking fetch her go to bank....she reply see how later lo... for me today totally no class, i slp inside the clss till 12pm i back home, doing my work till 230pm she ask me go bank n kt together, woo so happy lo, can out together again..... but she wear baju pj go, we go at 320pm back 520 pm...she direct go basketball gerko, i back home do work again... 647pm she ask me go dinner together, lol y today so gd, can out again with her....then i go lo with jer ling. inside the car, she call from irwan, tak suka her talk to malay so gd....was plan go to sri budi makan, but there no open , so back to al sratikat, dunno wat la, makan again there....at there, me n jerling keep stare each other n no talk any, wanna layyu feel very weird...

then we go pasar malam, walk around, in there, i suddenly got a great idea, i discuss with jer ling, which is we hide suddenly, n let layyu scare, haha... we do it quite gd... but tis my girl, layyu, like no feel at all, just continue her jalan....so jer ling plan wan bully her more,, stay longer then go find her back..

haha, after we found her, she no mood, no wan talk.... haha she reli scared le... so me n jer ling an wei her, pei her buy dou hua, n wanna buy her permainan, haha.

Ong Lay Yu, y u can be so cute, sometime very seuoius sometime very playful, now saw u scared le.... reli is so cute, that y i luv u so much ar, girl girl...

ok end here, abit tired le, wait her to call ^^

Saturday, March 31, 2012

day 83

mindnight call her chat 8min16sec then she slp le...then morning sms her lo, she wake up at 9am,i go take my pendrive when 10am....just see her few sec only....she was very busy n pekchek on her assignment...but she no wan share her tired to me, i dunno y? so i just worry her, buy her lunch, wanna she got eat n recover the energy lo...

she go do assignment with clsmate from 230pm+ till 630pm+ i think, its was non stop, that y when we out dinner, she look very tired n no power at all n keep quite only,,,,, i was very very worry her a, no wan she like that, i wanna help her, but she no wan give me know anything a, mayb she still angry me something ba, that y like that.... nvm i still tahan, cos can reduce any stress of her, wat i also ok de....

layyu girl girl, i wait u, i pei u, i beside u a.

Friday, March 30, 2012

day 82

ytd night she slp early, so just call her 17min12sec , we chat my secret to her, she ask me no ang be happy, i try to be, cos i will listen wat layyu say de....morning 8am i go school for kursus, cos the kursus dam boring, so sms her lo, she got reply when she wake up lol. had a break 30min , so call her 30min lo, inside call, she wat also say, feel very very happy lo..then i continue the boring kursus, i also sms her but she ask me focus, so i just guai guai listen lo...then afternoon break, i go with 8 girl ate at chinese food place, i also bungkus for my girl girl , layyu, i choose 4 thing to her n 1 drink, wan her eat bao bao...after i take to her, i rush back home, cos feel stomach pain...then call her again when 130pm, chat her awhile then she pass to her roomate, cos they sawing 18x firm lol, keep ask me y like that like that, then chat 45min also no enuf, then continue chat again lo 20min more.... then i wan go school le, so i ask her go out listen me say lo, we take 10min more again, she got ang me y me so dirty mind de, i just tell her all the true, she ask me can think but no do it, then still ok with it... thanks for u forgive , girl girl... then i go back school to the boring kursus again.... but she no reply me sms le, cos she go busy assignemnt with classmate..... saw her again at 5pm she with the malay guy, she smile on me but i dunno wan say wat to her.....just smile back lo... our kursus end at 620pm , she still at gym there going train gimnatis with classmate, then go dinner n walk home ady 9pm le....


now i wait her doing assignment then call her at night ^^

Thursday, March 29, 2012

day 81

she ask me call her, at 0027, for asking me some question, then she pass to her roomate, we chat nth nth then also had 15min... then i wait her done work for calling her, tis time we chat very long time le, 31min 34 sec..so happy can chat for so long till she slp....

morning cls SDP, fun n enjoy class.... but my back side still very pain...then cls till 115pm i back home take rest 4got take pendrive from her.....then go school again for the olahraga kursus... till 530pm then i go dinner with the 8 chinese girl, i calling girlgirl, layyu, she was busy didnt listen all i say, i wan buy her food de, but she ask me wait then i call her lo, 6pm she sms me call her, then plan 645pm go out.... but that time mum calling , so i delay to 705pm.... i fetch them go chinese girl house cos they wan take the movie.... inside the car, leave me n layyu only.... i hold her hand again..... i tell her i stil very like her, she still reject me as always n say me find found 1 more good girl in the future....however how i do, she just feel nth ba,, just smile n reject me....then we go dinner le, at there i keep see her n talk nonsence to her, haha, she feel very malu...

so nice, we 3 day together dinner le, i hope we can continue like tis but i know it imposible ....

angry n bad thing happen to me, but i no wan to say here, n no wan let her know.....


layyu, i wait u, i call u ^^

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

day 80

today cls totally is fained, cos all cls cancel only 1 cls at 5th period which is last period, so only wait it....9am i go with my classmate to meet the sk teacher about the storyboard till 1030am... afterthat i direct go meet her at c3 cls, cos wanna take the thing she wan to her....walk there n stay there awhile for chatting with her.... then i walk back for micro teaching today, but lucky didnt turn me, haha.....due to noon cls cancel, i just back home, help her seacrh information for she assignment...do 2 hrs more, i so tired so i take nap. was sms her when i wake up.. then we out 630 for dinner.... we go same place eat n buy thing, she saw me my backside reli pain so try to talk joke but i reli pain le cant have smiling face le, sorry my girl layyu.....when dinner we chat se se thing, haha.. on the way back hostel, i still hold her hand, she got reject but i keep try so she just let me hold for awhile, she tell me no have much meaning, just normal de.. i know it but i tell her, when i hold her hand, i feel like im the luckest person in the world... she hand let me feel so worth...

she sms me was worry my pain, i no wan let her worry, so i just try to tahan more....

dunno later can call her ma, wanna chat with her...

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

day 79

today only have 2 cls in the morning,  go cafe eat breakfast, saw her, cos she no have cls but nid to go pratise gimnatis with clsmate...afterthat noon cls cancel, so i back early, she stay in library finding information for her assignment.. then i sms her lo, she less reply me....she tired then slp le... i go school meeting then meet jer ling in the basketball...i jio them go dinner together...... so 7pm i fetch dinner, when dinner we plan when holiday go her house nid go out shopping , haha... then we go buy roti for tml morning breakfast...but no have at that small shop, so i fetch them go ho ki seng, near pok wan there.... inside there, i had do a bad thing le, i touch n piam her bra, she very angry n hit me with full power, wah feel pain== then we go back hostel le....
she busying with assignment n asking help on me, i just help, haha, she was slppying right now le, i had call her 10min+

ok end up, i go busy help her do thing le,

day 78

a tired day, morning pj time, i was fall down due to the floor too wet, so my body get hurt n feel very pain. then continue with boring cls, till 115pm, then didnt go for rest cos 230 got gerko, today is lompat jauh...  under big sun again jump 6time.... kaki nak patah... then 415 cls end, i no back home, wait my housemate come for playing badminton.... was sms her at that time.... she also coming badminton but with the ppl her book according she said..... i didnt mention i must with her play, but she just ang me like i force her.... wtf i do le??

then i play till 645pm , she still continue ba, n i think she finish n eat with them till 8++ something... i reli tired n pain so just rest... going dinner at 9 back 10 n call her, she still reply like fast pls im busy n tired, no wan chat me, somemore pass phone to her roomate......


so sad she do tis on me... i didnt do any wrong also like tis. i know u, layyu, u like sport, u like the thing u wan to do, but if u can  just thinking of someone which is very care u, worry on u, but u just feel like nvr care about it......i didnt say i wan anything for u... sorry sorry sorry i dunno le


g9 bb sweet dream.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

day 77

boring sunday, nid to school. still the same, sms her didnt reply me, i just feel sad....then in 1st period cls, the mentol ask us to say 3 happy n 3 sad thing, i was say about my family problem which cause me today totally moody....just no mood in the cls... after cls end i direct back home but jer ling asking help for fetch her go to cliclic becos her leg was very pain.... i just ok lo.... then 2pm layyu also come with jer ling.....we wait at cliclic, i sit beside layyu, she keep stare me n kick my leg, dunno wat she thinking de....i help clean her pensilbox, i saw the keychain i give her last time.... she reli didnt throw it n still keep in the pensil althloug she didnt use...then fetch her go buy food.

call her at 6pm, she was at basketball there support some1, so no wan listen my call.... so i just do nth at house till 8pm something then go out bungkus makan.... she ask me call her, then i just call , we chat 6min only... then end up by my dad coming call...

i dunno wat can i say le,,,, just wan to let her know, i still very like her very care her, very love her, my girl girl , layyu.... u didnt accept me i know it but i just no give up for that....

Saturday, March 24, 2012

day 76

today just a normal n slack in home day,, she back from girl house to hostel at morning 7am+ then i was sms her, she asking help on com... but chat awhile she feel tired then i let her go slp but she was no slp at all, tis bad bad girl girl, wanna kena rotan. 9am+ she sms ask me send files le, so i on lo, but after send she cant open...then i was want to help, but she no wan....then 11am+ chat awhile also with her, i go out help jer ling buy food, but today many shop close at afternoon , so i take long time to buy== then i go 7-11 find ubat for her but there didnt have sell...so i just buy some food n milk for her...she wearing short pants down floor to take the food for jer ling,haha , look quite like xiao mei mei, i like it.  she go pj for training something with classmate then go dinner with them also, about 8pm then back hostel, she was busying her assignment cos tml nid to pass up le...

so today just a simple day which is didnt with her much, n nid to let her busy then can call her ba,,, jia you layyu, luv u, care u , be there for u ^^

day 75

today morning i just clean my room...until 11am something then layyu ask me wan go out eat , at 1225pm, so i with jun wei jer ling n layyu we go umt there makan..after that we back le n wait 3pm go badminton...we badminton till 530pm then we go dinner, but layyu didnt join us she go with classmate le...

after dinner, i bath n clean something again then too tired go rest.... she n jer ling wan go girl house house at 930pm, so i fetch them lo...i also go girl house stay till 1pm more then back... at there i chat with her, sms her or fb her... sure she also got message other lo.....

after back home at 120am i call her, about 6min22sec.... she no ang me still no 4give me ~~..

im tired le, cos badminton make my body very pain n reli late le,,,, night all

Friday, March 23, 2012

day 74

she still no wan talk to me, no wan sms me, no wan chat with me, so mean still angry with me....

some of her friend , also my friend asking she n roomate jer ling go town together....we move from 620 from ipg to girl house then about 7pm start move to town... we ate dinner at town in a restoran.... after that we go mydin shopping, she reli got buy a new phone for her 012 number, when get it le, direct save the contract....
so heartpain for seeing wat she doing, altough it non business of me...wat can i say... then we go in mydin walk walk, she wan buy umbella, so just pei her to 2nd floor, there just we 2, she also no wan talk me much, she walk walk around.. i also too...

then i fetch them go wong house,, i dunno wat to do inside also... just feel boring...then fetch them back take cloth cos layyu n jerling wanna stay at girl house, how tired also die die wait fetch them go...


she no wan give me call her....a lonely night wat can i do...

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

day 73

today totally no mood at class.... all mind is her, layyu, i sms her , she no wan reply, then afternoon i keep call also no wan pick up... i reli dunno wat to do...

5pm go badminton again.... till 7pm, today reli tired, non stop keep play... so tired, then go basketball for awhile, then fetch her n jer ling go pasar malam buy food then back le....

she no wan talk to me, i cant do wat le....haiz..

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

day 72

ytds we chat 9min10sec then i go slp le.. she sms me at 2am , say she going slp le....

after all class, i go library n meet her there... sure stay there for her, then she ask me go badminton.... was happy about that....

5pm we go badminton, but play till 530 only she go play with the other guy then go running on field again with the guy, then continue go to basketball with the guy again。。 wtf o, jio me badminton but play so less with me... wat u wan to do with me???

that y i just tahan 1st then back home at 8 something then call her at 9, we chat 67min.... finnaly she say she nvr feel any on me, just only very thankful on wat i had done to her... so she also no wan talk more le... just wan me as normal fren... no wan me care anymore,,,,


im reli sad, i dunno wat can i do le....

Monday, March 19, 2012

day 71

ytd night still got call her b4 her slp but just a short chat, about 8min..

today so tired day, morning SPORT time, many games had been play... then full time class, then GERKO-olahraga, becos my class host today, so we nid to prepare... i had stand under lovely big sun light for 3 hrs more long, that y i become so dark n red right now..

just now buy her dinner cos she is tired no energy to out.... n wanna do assignment till night again...

jiayou, my girl, layyu....

day 70

ytd night still got chat 7min..
today is the day we know each other 70...
afternoon we argue for go out, 37min... she wan pei loh go basketball then late go to chinatown which is promise me 1st de....

but at last, jerling cancel basketball n we go out at 6pm, we go mydin 1st, we walk around till 730pm then go chinatown dinner, we were eat n play there until 930pm back ipg also nearly 10pm le....

sorry if i make any wrong, just dislike when make promise then broke like this way...

today so tired n sick, tml still got PJ n GERKO, just end here....quite sad about listen something, n sure something for her....

Sunday, March 18, 2012

day 69

the day back to study, driving 7 jam ...then go bus station wait her, n fetch her back hostel.... so happy to see her....

we go dinner at 8pm.... didnt speak much... when finish dinner, i give her printer, cake, vitamin c , n some storybook....

today just end here.. so tired n she didnt give me call her... sad case...

Friday, March 16, 2012

day 68

today is her bday....she still at taiping... waitting 12am to great her happy bday.... but she no wan me call at 12 that y i didnt call, just wait her free n call...1240am she let me call le.... we chat 45min, wan longer but reach 45min then auto end call ==. inside the call, i sing bday song for her... and we just chipchat again.... i wan her be my girlfriend, she keep rejecting me.... she say the problem at her, n im ady doing very very to her ady just she no have feeling that wan stay together.... oh well reli quite sad for me, ya im rush cos i wan to care her more luv her more with have right reason, she feel unworth cos i keep doing good to her but she cant repay back, so keep ask me maintance as normal fren, no nid think more..... she have her thinking , i also have my thinking.... i reli wan to have her, my girl, layyu.. watever how i said, she still no accept me...

morning at 927am, she ask me call her for asking help, we chat 45min+31min33sec,,, chat so long but all the same thing , i wan her accept me but still reject me, i didnt feel sad cos im not good until she can believe me to say yes... i still doing my best to get her, mayb i didnt give her any time to think, or she ady think all the thing le,,, i didnt so mature, i just know if i no have her, i reli dunno how to to, just like now i cant slp, only think u r beside me.

NO wan think more, today is my girl, layyu birthday, i wan she reli have a happy day n didnt feel any stress on it...



night ppl. tml will drive back KT, n can meet her le.... hope no have any problem of it...

Thursday, March 15, 2012

day 67

ytd nite we chat 18min 12 sec only, becos she tired n wan go slp le.... we didnt chat wat just asking something.

morning had a simple sms for her.... good morning....nth special.... haha....just normal sms n replying. didnt call her.... cos she go busy thing....i also go fren house to fix computer.... after i back she also back, we sms again lo.....call her awhile didnt say wat...just wanna listen her voice enuf.... 3min34sec....we only sms ba.....wat we sms, haha secret ^^.... then i go out cut my hair,,,, wah so sad, look dalang so sha gua.... no ppl wan me le la.....she ask me no be sad will be long back fast de......call her again when wait food at foodcount, call about2min30sec...care her only, nth much chat....

tml will be her bday, so im waitting 12am n try to call her great her happy bday n mayb sing bday also.... haha

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

day 66

ytd night was pei her do assignment, stay beside her while also chatting with her, till 12.xx am something.. thn she tired le wanna slp le, 1255am i call her b4 she slp, we chat 18min 21sec, nth special just normal chat care her n talk alot nonsence , haha...after she slp i also slp le...

wake up very early also...  but i know she still havent wake up so just wait her lo... about 9am i sms her... she reply me at 1014am,she will go out eatting n go bai bai , her bro pei her....then i wait n wait till 1232pm she let me call , hehe.... we chat nth again lo, all is my sweet talk but she feel nonsence ==we talk 18min 27 sec, then she go busy packing cos later she will go taiping her ahgong house le....so after end call i go take nap n wake up back 330, so wait her free lo... hehe she sms me 1621pm, ask me do wat. i reply as wait u free n call u, haha, she let me call oh, happy happy... we chat about 41min49sec, talk alot of thing, we nvr feel sien while we ady chat very very long b4, sometimes she will angry wat i say, sometimes feel shy when i talk yellow yellow de, haha... but didnt end call, so i reli happy with her...


waiting nite, see got chance call again ma, cos she go taiping le, mayb no free to take phone.... she nid gather all her relative there. she wan go hug baby....

my girl, layyu, i luv u... i reli happy to meet u, with u, avday is happy day, avday is sunshine, avday is just pass with relax... wont feel any stress or wat... thanks for being appear in my life....

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

day 65

ytd was go out alone, walk n walk bp shopping mall...didnt any movti walk around, just walk n walk.....

i ask myself must tahan no let her fan, no call her, no sms her.....

1st place - summit, i just walk around, after see some shop, i found a very very cute mug, == direct thinking layyu, wan give her as small present,so i bought it le.... but dunno wat time wan give her..... then i look around handphone......ask the price.....walk till 2pm

2nd- square 1, go find earphone for my bro... n try to find movie watch alone but cinema havent open .....so walk n walk again.... btw i didnt take any food from the morning.

3rd= bp mall, also find computer accesory, cos my speaker line rosak.... so hard to find was walk 4 com shop then get it..... i also go ask the phone price, i do so many thing just bcos no wan thinking of her, wan her free n happy.... but at last i reli cant tahan le, so make call at bp mall, chat with her.....i tell her wat i wan to do, wish to, she said me sha, y wan do like this.....i tell her today thing, she ask me back home immediaty, Y she order i will listen...i str8 go back home... n reach home n sms her... but she was head pain, so i ask her take a gd rest...

at night, i fetch mum go pai pai, i go near de bukit see the bp night view, she was just wake up n finish bath n feel ok le, n going out with family taking dinner....

then i fetch mum go relative house, she wan to play majiong, so i pei lo, till 10pm more, i go inside car n call my girl, layyu, asking doing wat.. she was doing assignment... so we didnt talk long.... then i back home n finish about 1140pm, i call her, she was reaing new papers n going to slp le...i ask her can i buy new phone, she say as u like lo, but i wan listen her order leh, she ok i ok she no wan then i wont buy.. she say if i reli got use the phone n take care new phone then can buy la.....she was tired so i ask her go slp n rest ..i also wan slp after her de but got 2 very very cute de student come find me n asking help for her report, so i help lo, till 1am plus then tis 2 student 38 n 38 ba gua me, keep ask me got gf anot, pretty ma? aiyo i promise my girl wont cincai talk, so let they bully till 230am.... then can slp....


morning i wake up early cos mum wake up early, i go buy breakfast for her.....

she was wake up too le n doing assigment... she sms ask me how find the information,,,, so i also on9 try to help her as much as i can, she scare me will mafan no wan me help.... aiyo , girl girl u sha sha de, easy case, n didnt help much also leh.... i found many thing for her, she keep thk u thk u, layyu ar u malu semo la.....

suddenly she say very ang very ang, so i call her lo, we chat1239 sec,asking her wat she ang for, she reply her bro no wan study keep youtube see the wwf, aiyo layyu ar boy like that de ma, lazy n always do nth, no ang la, later u skin old no ppl wan, only me wan, n u no have other choice then must choose me le, u more charm, haha......i ask her again, permison of buying new phone, she say ok, haha.. i will go buy later n help her buy new maxis no....

write till here, i go rest 1st, abit tired....

was wake up by her sms, but too tired n head pain fall slp again , haha... then wake up by 240pm prepare awhile go bank take money n go shop buy new phone haha, b4 go i call layyu, asking permisson again n color she wan lol, chat 485 sec.....i go summit buy phone, but the phone nid waitting 1hrs to done setting up.. i go walk walk around again till reli tired le. sit down n call layyu again hehe, we chat 645 sec.....oh i 4got i help her buy new maxis number,  n get myself digi.i also buy 3 storybook at popular, just a simple drawing story book, no nid think much de book...

she was doing assignment now, later will call her ^^



Monday, March 12, 2012

day 64

this pic show how many time n i wanna call layyu from avday............i wish to chat her, tell her avthing happen, n share information.... but seen like i happy only, cos she ytds said very stress to talk on me, sometime nid to think no hurt me then continue talk while reli tired le, she want me like if she tired le just say go slp ba n take care......i know, it just simple thing, but i only wish to chat longer.... i m wrong  :(

she say like hutang me very very much, so nid to pei me chat or try to reply my sms...

Start from today i wont call or sms her at avtime le, cos i no wan let her feel so stress or unhappy.... her happiness is the most important to me, she is the girl can get so.... 

Sure abit sad cannt chat avday but she feel well, its is ok to me le....


Last, my girl, layyu, u didnt own me anything, u no nid to repay wat kindness of i done, i didnt do much on u, i just a simple guy wanna care u always n no wan u get hurt or any bad feeling for wat i doing on u.....
sorry about that i didnt know that i let u feel stress once again.
I still will care u more then myself, but i will in the way of hidden myself...




Girl, Layyu,i Luv u.

last still cant tahan , still calling her 1310 sec +254 sec+1804sec


Layyu

Sunday, March 11, 2012

day 63

totally is happy, haha, cos at the midnight call her n chat for so long 2hrs11min more....
we chat many many topic but most funny is i tell her about my mum ady know her n wanna see her when next time got free,she say she will shy, haha. my mum say layyu is pretty n cute n got a great smile, which is same with my opinion on layyu too, haha wat a same feeling mum n son, lol....

i ask her, izit something wat i say will boring or just hua xin or fei hua....she reply me at 1st she dislike listen n feel er xin but now got feel abit abit sweet, lol.... listened she said that, i was happy... cos at last she didnt reject me like last time still can accept some my fei hua....we talk till 2am something then we both feel tired le that y end the call.

had a badminton with at 7am to 9am. then breakfast with  fren, then fetch bro go mlk, then go grandfather house at muar, then will call her again when reach there.


was stay at wai gong house, nth to do, super boring, wait her back to call her....

was call her at 6pm something, we chat 2148 sec
i do bad thing again....i give a situation again. i say if i give up her, wat she will feel?
i no have brave to say i can give her wat she want de happiness n life she want....i also scare myself cant do it,,,, i dislike to liar n make the promise i cant do.... so i just admire n say to her, n give her wat i can promise which is
1. if we together happen broke, only she can say, i no have right to broke
2. if she found better man or a guy that can give her more happy n smile, n she wan to go, i will let her go....
3. if top 2 happen, i will still fren with her, n still will care her n give her my fully support....

she reply me say, she wont 100% believe wat man promise.

i think she feel angry or sad ba, cos i keep make her like this situation, y i so stupid??

layyu, believe me, wat i promise i sure can do it, if cant de i wont promise, that is my way to treat u, u know ma? i reli reli luv u....

night i cal her 3957 sec

Saturday, March 10, 2012

day 62

tired but dunno how to slp right now, all mind is on layyu
 morning 11am, call her chat 2157 sec, inside the talk i explain wat i do n say sorry to her, she said ady ok n no sad le but scare ppl feel her like that so i just talk n talk only....
she said ytd night actually she was wait me call her but i no dare to call n wait till very night then call which was she ady too tired n slp le.....

i feel better le cos she still willing to pick up my call n 4got wat i do to her.....i reli feel lucky that can meet a girl so nicely n cutely.......

layyu i promise u i will stay beside u, support u 4ver.

day 61

she got sms me when reach kl n reach home... so guai ... i will give her sweet candy, haha.


bad thing happen.... i choose to no wan have any secret or liar on her..... so i tell her about wat me n jer ling said in the car ytds.....i wont write at here cos if she got visit here then will be sad again..... wat i know now, i choose to believe her, n care her more, even she no wan me.... now, she sure sad n no wan talk to me le....

i cant slp well all night long, was keep thinking n thinking about wat i say....

sorry layyu, reli sorry...i still hope that i can hold u hand till the end till we both old n die...

Friday, March 9, 2012

day 60

woo,ady 60 day, so happy meet her, so many day le..... this is quite meaning for me, at 8/32012 midnight, i wait her done avthing n going slp then call her.... we was chatting about 14min... she tired n headpain so we didnt chat long....


morning was sms her, raining care her ask her bring umbrella, rmb take eat. n etc... but she no reply me, mayb still in sick no well, so i just wait lo...... but waill till cls she also didnt sms me, haha......

i back kt home prepare n start move at 2pm....n fetch jer ling together... was take thing to her.... but we speechless.... haha i dunno know wat to say wat....she look tired....

then start move back to bp home, it was a 7hrs journey..... i know she dislike me sms n call her when driviing, so i guai guai listen her, just sms 2 time, 1 ask her go rest n take care if got anything let me know, another is reply her sms only..... she sms jer ling ask me drivi carefully, so i just listen, all the way slow slow move back home.

on the way back, i was chat with jer ling, we reli talk many many.... until dunno wan say wat le.....

reach bp 9pm, i str8 call layyu lo, she was in kfc taking dinner, so we just chat awhile only.... then i bring jer ling to my previous teaching school, n take thing to fren..... was funny thing happen, the fren think jer ling is the one i like n luv, then i just act yes, lol, my fren say jer ling ok o , lol.....aftet that i fetch jer ling to bp mall which her bro waitting her at there.....

then, i just call layyu again, she was wan walk pass the road, so just close the phone lo.... then ask me wait 10pm she on bus then chat....

she sms when 1003 , so i just call her le......we chat n talk about 1hrs n 25min long.....
we chat wat i say inside the car with jer ling.....she listen n lol ing.... we chat n chat till she tired wanna slp n feel head pain just end up lo.... inside the chat, i keep asking n asking her to become my gf, she as always reject me, say cant luv on me thoughy im good to her in many way le....i dunnno she nid time or wat,, but i just wanna with her avday.... without her i dunno wat can i do...

i dunno wan happy anot,,,,, cos totally reject me but still chat with me so long.... i know i m not good, but i wan u know, layyu i wont give up de, i reli reli luv u much...

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

day 59

cls finish at 1115am then i go to library rest wait till 1220 n ponteng back home, then i was slp till her sms me..... after wake up i busing packing thing for tml back hometown ^^....

6pm me layyu n jer ling go to town, we went chinatown eatting.... something gd happen, tis 2 girl still so playful ar, take photo with little cute girl n play play awhile there....

we chat with the xiao mei mei, till we finish dinner, reli happy ^^, we promise next time we go also will find her de ^^










tml back hometown lo, layyu take care ar....

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

day 58

ytd night we chat 2119 sec, haha a happy chatting with her, she still so cute, reli luv die her la....

at 2am night, suddenly feel good, Line her some message, i know her less using Line so i using tis Line, cos i talk the thing i wan say but she dislike listen for the right now...im so sha gua ba...

today happen bad, jer ling hp gone inside library.... i know tis happen all also will unhappy, that y i try to help wat i can help only.... hope jer ling didnt blame ownslef too much,,,,,, layyu u can do it take care of it......

haha, was waiting nite call my layyu oh ^^

haiz she was tired no wan listen call.... we only chat 469 n 548 sec b4 she slp.

Monday, March 5, 2012

day 57

today was reli head pain, cos slp at 3am n wake up at 6am, then i was no energy to study..

happening sad thing again,,,, layyu was angry me again about the car, i reli dislike it n it dirty ady, i had no choice. i reli no say anything to jer ling, she angry me n no wan reply my sms, make me more sad, i ady in sick n fan tis again,,,,, i totally lost my soul....

lucky i keep sms n sms then finally reply le then let me explain to her..... she finally ok le......i call her when i finish cls, but i reli pain till cant see well, was blur ing inside the car....i drive slowly back home....

after bath n take medi, i lie on bed n call her, i explain again,,,, she ok le n feel sorry cos wrong blame on me..... but i no wan her like that, i wan her happy, nth angry nth unsay de.... we chat till i tak tahan le about 1263 sec

we out for dinner at pok wan, cos i ask her pei me for the washing car....
but it was rainning ar, we all get rain then we back le...
she ask me help n go pj gym for her slide presentation.....lol actually i didnt do any lo.... but can stay with her, i feel happy le....

k i nid go rest le , head pain plus raining but still cant slp cos got assignment waitting me to do....

Sunday, March 4, 2012

day 56

back kt, very very tired, cos drive car again from bp to kt.... but lucky no many car today, quite fast to reach....

i take short rest then ask layyu come find me,,,,, we were sit inside car..... i give her the gift i prepared
i say again i luv u layyu , to her ... she was hang again... but tis time i tell her, i know u reaction sure like tis, so i changed another card to her.... she still ok with it...i hold her hand, say n say again, she reject as always.... i know continue say more will make her fan only.... thaty i stop le......

night we go kt chinatown eat dinner then walk walk at i-city, a dam boring place, but can see her, wat thing also being gd today..... we was have long long time outing today.... tired tired but happy....

i know i make many thing she dislike, she also dunno how to say wat but i just wanna her know , wat i do now mayb had the object she dislike, but i only care her luv her like her....

Nvm, she still reject me, i feeling sad but i wont give up, cos i ady admire her as my wife le.... lol too funny le?

ok end story ^^ at night we chat 1340 sec

day 55

tired day. cos keep argueing with her.....she go out all day long, 11am go mydin with classmate then back on 4pm then work till 6pm go basketball then go dinner then go badminton.... wat a busy life? she say me angry her, say me no understand her? im so innocent lo, i care her that y i wan argue,she ok then i nvm...

today i go movie with my airplane fren which is david hanzi n maxis guan... tis 2 guy dam hard to find, dunno apa hal auto find me out...but just the movie reli no meaning sia, after saw we comment it wtf it make?

i buy her printer, cos i no wan her go down at night for print something .... is danger n no safe..... money is small promble, want her safe enuf.....

layyu, i always luv u, i always like u, i will argue with u, just wanna let u know, i care u till let u know wat the bad u will facing ,if didnt plan gd..... so sorry if i so direct n str8, but thats me.... i dislike liar n turn around make reason.... i right i say i wrong i apologize de.

g9 tc sd layyu, luv u
today call her chat 905 sec n night 1745 sec

Saturday, March 3, 2012

day 54

was taking 9 hrs++ long bus from kuala terengganu to reach my hometown, batu pahat....
the way back reli boring, cos she was ady slp, then i had no body can be chat.... so just boring inside bus till home....


after reach home, i take rest then afternoon go pizzahut, buy 2 big pizza to treat mum n bro eat.... while waitting i call her, she was doing homwork.......

then about 2.xxpm i go pc fair to help her buy pendrive. she very cute ar, wan cute cute de but no wan thumbdrive chat about 588 sec,,,,, wat a hard task to do ar..... i walk walk alone about 2hr there, i also buy some accesory le....


then i go buy bday present for layyu, which is puma watch that can count heart puls de, cost.... secret haha
after that, i back home at 530 then rest abit then 7pm out again go Sing K with my best fren , xin yu n shyang.


we so happy inside the k-room, they 2 say nonsense sia---- nth to say ==''' haha but reli feel relax with them,,, thks alot

then when back home, i was calling layyu for chat lo.... we chat quite long time 2575 sec.....
but she make me angry ar, give malay drive my car, reli wan rotan her 99...

after close phone, we still using Line to chat, cos i no have com to on fb....

we chat till 115am, she fallslp n i also go slp le.....


very very tired day but seen like happy....