day 113

nth special, morning sport cls, go out by taking bus go to the compleks sport, we running there n enjoy the enviroment there...

then back school stay at cls see drama till last period.then noon got gerko time which jump high... i dunno it but just try out, with my fatty body still can jump1m high, ald unbelievable haha.

my think still is her thing n her problem...

i reli sad reli sad reli sad, ald cry till no tear le.

day 112

still very pain when saw her, i had do nth just pain...

i dunno wat can i do for her, she reli in the problem now le...hope she fine

night ppl.

day 111

speechless again, she reli do over le still dunno think, she nowan me to care or wry about her thing but if let her continue like that, sure will have problem , last her parent sure come scold me...

reli dunno wat can i do now, she ady missing the way n still enjoy the missing...haiz

tc layyu

day 110

very very sad that y can treat me like that, i think n think....

suan le, wat she wan i give her, she still wan like that , i cant do any le..

bb.

day 109

today is pui see bday, we sing bday for her, n we had a nice morning lecture time which is SDP , we sing we fun we enjoy the cls cos tis is last time le.

still the same, she still close with the malay n do over n over, i cant do any n no wan to care le, let her be. she choose to like that, i had no right to say anything of it..

go out at 220pm go settle bill n go mydin shopping then back at 6pm then out again 630 to celeb pui see bday at secret receipt.. we enjoy the dinner there, pui see also feel happy, we had a nice day..

then go beach, with jer ling, just sit on sand n saw the star, i still very very sad, she pei me, i reli dunno wat to do now, so i do nth...

bb n tc.

day 108

today totally no mood n didnt slp cos keep thinking the problem, me n layyu, she ald become so on the malay side, wat she feel on me , i just change to bad attutide toward her, n no wan my care anymore, she very stress?

she say she no reli happy, but y i look so weird.
i no wan say anymore le, afternoon also argue, i ald good to say le, she still like that, wat can i do, she treat the ppl that true heart n give fully support de.

Let it Be.

day 107

know something that she make many liar to me, i was so disappointing but i still wan stay with her...
she say me force her, blame me, make she very stress, she ask me to leave her alone, she no wan be my fren anymore... she keep asking wat she own to me? y me suddenly like that...

girl, u now no even wan listen ppl say le, just wan HIM, the malay, that just follow u, so u feel free to stay there. sorry la, no give u any comment then u feel happy le, no nid liar me, cos wat u 2 do, i saw all.

i wont leave u till this problem settle, u wan hate me or wat else, is u right to do so...

bb n tc

day 106

today just a bad day, i was food poisoning n my stomach damn pain, and most painful de is i know her didnt have any wan settle the problem , cos she still very close with that malay... now only give me the reason nid time... say alot of hurt word to me.... i also get angry that i say out alot of thing that she scare to happen....
so we only keep argue n argue till she cry, cos no my wrong at all, she just didnt accept the true then wanna blame with the pass memory, quite funny n weird....Time, i can give u, but u cant give me the promise de, cos in u heart u ald normal wont happen anything...

if i reli make till wat i said... sure problem till HEP, u nvr know, how much that i care u, till i giveup myself then also wan let u in no problem situation...

no wan say le.... sad n pain n no power still nid do the fucking assignment.

day 105

normal but very tired, cos doing assignment till 230am n wake up at 6am then continue with fully cls till 115pm... then back home rest awhile till 230pm go school again for the sport day deceleration till 420pm then was asking layyu to train basketball with her till 510pm then i back home doing some work then slp le....

about 7pm i wake up, she sms me at dinner outside n cls at teltrac 8pm for BI..
i was alone go to seaside to relax my mood cos continue by alot of assignment make me so stress...

dunno she wat time end cls, n wry her walk back hostel cos there is no electric current at ipg school, so dark n she is scaring of it...

write till here, head pain cos no enuf slp, haha.

day 104

today busy assignment so blog little
 1pm go eat lunch with her n talk some inside car, she reli had a nice smile face, i reli so love her
then dinner also we eat together, but i feel she no reli happy that i no wan talk many...

bb i go work le...

day 103

today go mesra mall with layyu jer ling n jun wei.... drive 2nhalf hrs to reach there..... reach there we eat pizza hut.... then go buy movie ticket then follow by go popular.....

layyu didnt wan think ytds wat i do, i ask her pei me movie n pei me happy today, so she reli got do with me....i m happy with that.. but the problem she n he still no settle, but i wont give any comment cos that is her decision le...

330pm we go see movie.....battleship.... it reli a quite big movie, bravo n nice... but just sad she didnt sit beside me....then we back kt... reach 730 then go mr chua makan again.... then we go chinatown again le....at there she still chat with me about the thing, n scare wat i do to her, about scold her with big sound, fierce face n say will slap her when she reli no wake up from the problem...

i so tired le , so night ppl

day 102

today just out with layyu, n i tell wat the thing that i know, i make her cry very very long, n i dunno how to stop it....
i hope her will be do any change then we still fren...

night ppl

day 101

morning dramatization, so fun so nervious cos nvr make prepare , all on the spot thing but still no bad for the acting....

then go teltrac cafe saw layyu sit with her best fren a, they 2 a, like no ppl around them, can touch each other so song.... reli dunno wat she think now.... was very worry her if they keep continue like that....

then i got rehervsal for sdp drama till 5 then i call jer ling wanna go out ma.... layyu in bath so she no wan go....

after we eat , we back lo, didnt do wat also....

night ppl....

day 100

100th day, layyu just for u, i write 100 blog , i write 100 day of my feeling on u, 100 day that i nvr stop miss u, 100 day that from non person become important person to me.... but all just my feeling on u, do u feel so also?

i had listen some bad thing on u, i reli wan to help u but i dunno how to talk to u about the thing... cos u sure will think it mayb just my thinking only....

watever ba, i still wish u happy wish u enjoy u life here but i no reli hope u with that ppl so close...

Ong Lay Yu, i love you, but i know u wont take any action on me, so just let the feeling keeping in my heart and i will care u in the way u dunno...

tc layyu.

day 99

due to rushing assignment to pass up 2 task at the morning, i didnt slp at ytd....morning got cls, but i try to done n pass up le,,all thing lucky can pass up.....

then we saw at the afternoon, layyu n jer ling was there.... then we sms lo, cos i got drama practice

night , we together dinner....she still like that nth special happen... haha.

day 98

nth special happen today, i just busy on all the assignment only.... got sms layyu, she go town all day long...

bb ppl.

day 97

today morning nid run around the school, i cant run so i just walk
then go out with jer ling to kt. buy 016 number but no have sia..
then back to home do assignment,
then dinner,
then will call layyu
n chat with jer ling.
so sorry so short blogging, due to no time le...

day 96

i didnt slp all night long, cos was thinking something that make me very suffer.....then i was cry at morning about my family.... 

then we do our thing each other till breakfast then do work again till noon, i wan layyu out with me cos i wan talk with her cleanly... then finally we can talk clearly...

night we out dinner at mr chua, quick gd taste then go tuiti friti there after that we go chinatown again....

i was very tired only,,,, didnt wan say wat le...bb

day 95

today they 2 come my house to stay, they come here study.....but also JUN WEI.....

we chat from the afternoon till night, still playing poker card.... till very funny...

i chat with layyu all the thing, tis time reli say many many that i nvr know, i nvr think b4....i cry le she also cry... then we kiss each other again n hug very long... cos we know our relationship cant get close but just cant control.....

then my ben ben jer ling, she was waitting outside , i reli dunno how to face 2.... so we 3 face to face chat.... finally we settle up all the thing then i reli wish they 2 can be back to last time... all also can chipchat....

day 94

ytd night call layyu from 1hrs long, we chat many many thing, she like was waiting me to call....

morning go fetch them at 930 then go breakfast.... then back my home le,,, jer ling direct slp , layyu at living room do study.... so i go her there slp....we play play chat chat then i tell her many many thing, then i kiss her again....she also let me kiss then i hug her.... we still say all the thing clean then make the final decision is, i still cant 4got the feeling on her but tis time i turn it to the brother n sister love le, cos i still very care her.....i give her the glass, she happy to see n accept..... at last she ask me go chase jer ling n treat her nicely....she ask me many many thing then she give me the last kiss n hug.... but tis time is she ownself willing to kiss me n hug me......cos start tml she just my mei mei, i cant do tis again le...

then now become me n jer ling problem le, she like me, but i cant choose her for the right now, cos watever tis is very unfair to her...however also, she still a girl, i cant let her become bad name in the ipg or wat else place....

so i reli dunno how face it... just i nid time now...

night ppl, ^^

day 93

same thing going, just the another boring day.... got thing happen but i dunno how to say at here.... sorry

day 92

my heart still very pain, i like zombie, walk, eat or wat else no have soul....jer ling keep praise me up, so i still ok.. today cls so less, all cls cancel except afternoon gerko.... till 4pm more... then jer ling plan go out... at 530 but i go there , they had a small meeting till 6pm, then we go out gai gai lo...

1st go mydin, inside mydin we buy alot of thing haha, then 2nd go to eat mcd, she n jer ling order spicy chicken mcdexlue then me is double spicy, haha, long time didnt eat le so make it big set..... after we eat, she no wan go wash her hand, wah so dirty 1, tak tahan pun, say ady clean de......

then we go bus station buy bus ticket for her clsmate, then go secret receipt buy cake, reli dunno jer ling y wan treat us eat cake.....then we go to the airport there seaside play awhile.....we shout for awhile, dunno which 1 got problem de. still quite fun ba...

then go back my house to print out the thing....then fetch them back hostel le.....reli a tired day.... night ppl.

day 91

was decided to give up le, leave her le, so that is nth to write again.... night ppl.

day 90

at the morning she ask me go slp at her room, but something she hit me, i angry then i out again, she ask me n bring me go again, she slp beside me, she was asking me something question n i answerd her, she just beside me, i use my brave, touch her n say love her again, she was hate it,, then i directly kiss her n on mouth too,,, my 1st ever kiss, she give me kiss with close eye, and she got do something on me too....

then she go slp also le, then when morning wan bath , i keeping my cloth, she come her didi room, then i ask for kiss again , she say tis is last time le, no have anymore, so i hug her n kiss her again...

then we go breakfast with her family then we done our prepare we start move car back KT, otw back she also do something on me but just is when her fren jer ling in slping, i just be normal, she no wan ppl saw her like bad girl.....

we reach KT at 640pm then we eat dinner then we back ipg le.......

so tired... so i update 2 blog ady, bb ppl, night all, i go busy le...... luv u care u kiss u my girl girl layyu.

day 89

i with jer ling had so something bad, and she saw, she ask me y? i cant say all....

we just normal go out, we go kl popular, we walk all day long, very very tired then go cinema, till 12am then back layyu house... night i still slp in the living room

day 88

ytd chat her 10min about today going her house planning....
morning i was wake up at 6am too but i 4got sms her le, so just wait her reply me sms, but she dnt le... sad case.

about 1pm i go ipg fetch them, we start move from there , otw to kepong her house, we chipchat in the car, with speak hokkiem, her hokkien tone super funny... haha... 630pm reach her home, saw her all family,, tis is quite shy to stay her house.....we go out dinner n go shopping, we go jusco then go desa city play ground awhile..... then go supper, roti tisu....

we back her house after all the activity, we all quite tired, cos ald all day le... then do abit assignment to go slp le,, now only jer ling havent slp haha....

day 87

ytd call her at 0033 time, about 12min2sec but we didnt chat much , cos her fren come her room for print out the assignment thing, so she ask me call later, so i wait again lo, call her again at  1am le, tis time we chat abit longer about 17min51sec, she didnt talk much but just listen wat i said, i ald happy that she will listen me say the thing.....

morning i take the cake that her cls, wan to celeb de, just saw her few sec only, cos im go to cls that have a speech... lucky i able to pass the speech test... and the micro teaching at last period, totally feel relax abit cos pass 2 big thing... then saw her at cafe, she was eat with her clsmate...i told her im free le, cos night can be dinner together.....she got cls n back hostel at 5pm, then i ask her rest but she still doing her work.....then i 6pm out to town to fetch my housemate buy bus ticket...... then i go find around that secret receipt cake ,cos morning that cake no taste at all, she dislike, that y i wan find her back a nice cake, haha, lucky i can get it, then back to ipg about 730pm, so we go out dinner till 840pm.... she direct back to the BKU to work assignment with her clsmate again.....


was waiiting her to call her, and tml will be go to her house and we have a short day trip around her house there.... hope avthing will very good n fine.... ^^ luv u my girl girl , layyu

day 86

ytd still got call her but just awhile only...3min32sec, she very tired n wanna slp le

morning UB day, wtf day, get scold by the lecturer then got ppl steal handphone then worse us to stand under big sun then still nid to check the bag for all ppl.... let my leg reli pain till cant move... then after UB we go pj there take water, saw girlgirl ,layyu there doing ukjk, which is a test for pj... reli difficult to do....then i go library train my speech, then she done all at 1030 ba.

afternoon after cls, i direct back home rest, she still got cls then back hostel at 530pm more n sms wan dinner at 635pm but she was head pain that y didnt out, only jer ling out with me, i let her rest.....

tml her cls got celeb bday party for clsmate, so nid to buy cake, i fetch jer ling go find, lucky can get it at nearly, cos i also quite tired about my leg....

very worry her sick , body pain, wan to care her, but she didnt much care, ignore my care  T.T, its ok, i nvm cos wan her ok enuf le....

night will call her, but no now.... JY

day 85

midnight call her 12min22sec,tell her all the thing i plan, she just listen till very tired n slp le....
at the morning, she didnt go assembly, so i nid carry her botol go pj and wait her got cls, 1015am i saw her in the cls, i give her botol n kertas to her clsmate...

today didnt reli meet her, she busy her assignment n go dinner with clsmate also.... i got call at 536pm about 432sec, tell her wat i happen today lo.....

i think to9 she wont pick up my phone le, so i just be normal ba...

tc jy layyu, my girlgirl.

day 84

at the midnight 142am, she done assignment le n going to slp, let me call 2min only, but i extend it 34 sec more, i also no wan chat more cos i know she reli tired le, so just let her slp better.inside the call, just care her, ask her must rest well n some advice to her.

today is april fool day... we just school nth special happen...all school student can take a voucher of rm200 to buy book...was sms her asking fetch her go to bank....she reply see how later lo... for me today totally no class, i slp inside the clss till 12pm i back home, doing my work till 230pm she ask me go bank n kt together, woo so happy lo, can out together again..... but she wear baju pj go, we go at 320pm back 520 pm...she direct go basketball gerko, i back home do work again... 647pm she ask me go dinner together, lol y today so gd, can out again with her....then i go lo with jer ling. inside the car, she call from irwan, tak suka her talk to malay so gd....was plan go to sri budi makan, but there no open , so back to al sratikat, dunno wat la, makan again there....at there, me n jerling keep stare each other n no talk any, wanna layyu feel very weird...

then we go pasar malam, walk around, in there, i suddenly got a great idea, i discuss with jer ling, which is we hide suddenly, n let layyu scare, haha... we do it quite gd... but tis my girl, layyu, like no feel at all, just continue her jalan....so jer ling plan wan bully her more,, stay longer then go find her back..

haha, after we found her, she no mood, no wan talk.... haha she reli scared le... so me n jer ling an wei her, pei her buy dou hua, n wanna buy her permainan, haha.

Ong Lay Yu, y u can be so cute, sometime very seuoius sometime very playful, now saw u scared le.... reli is so cute, that y i luv u so much ar, girl girl...

ok end here, abit tired le, wait her to call ^^